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delilah.mendes: lou & i went on another lil adventure
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After our utterly perfect bike ride
and that kiss

He rode me back to my apartment then left, leaving a kiss on my forehead.

I cannot stop smiling, i have never seen myself
this happy, ever.

i cant wait to see the world with you lou.

i've never felt close to anyone like i feel close to him.
i felt like nothing could ruin my mood right now
but i was wrong
so wrong.

My phone starts ringing and it's a "No Caller ID", i chose to pick up and immediately recognise my mothers nurses voice.

"𝙃𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙤, 𝙇𝙤𝙪𝙞𝙨𝙚 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙌𝙪𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙨 𝙍𝙚𝙝𝙖𝙗 𝘾𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙧𝙚 𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙖𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜, 𝙞𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝘿𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙡𝙖𝙝 𝙈𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙨?"

"𝙔𝙚𝙨"

"𝘼𝙧𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙗𝙡𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙨𝙤𝙤𝙣, 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙢𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙞𝙣𝙨𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙨 𝙤𝙣 𝙨𝙚𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙮𝙤𝙪- 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙪𝙥 𝙩𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪- 𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩𝙨 𝙩𝙤 𝙖𝙥𝙤𝙡𝙤𝙜𝙞𝙨𝙚"

"𝙄𝙡𝙡 𝙗𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙨𝙤𝙤𝙣"

𝙘𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙙

Of course, of course my mother was going to ruin it,
I never decline a visit to my mother, purely because tomorrow is never promised, i don't know what could happen to her. As much as she drives me and everyone else insane, she is still my mother and i love her. Maybe she actually wants to apologise, it would bring me so much peace, keeping a clear mind.

I tied my hair in a bun, grabbed my helmet and went to my bike, the weather has gotten so bad recently, i cannot wait to go to Italy, and wherever else life leads me and him.

After a horrible ride in the rain to the centre , i start to walk towards the door as my phone rings.

"𝙃𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙤, 𝙄𝙩𝙨 𝙇𝙤𝙪𝙞𝙨𝙚 𝙖𝙜𝙖𝙞𝙣, 𝙪𝙣𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙪𝙣𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙮 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙢𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙝𝙖𝙨 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙙 𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙣𝙤 𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙧 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩𝙨 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙚𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙤𝙙𝙖𝙮, 𝙞 𝙝𝙤𝙥𝙚 𝙞𝙩 𝙞𝙨𝙣𝙩 𝙖 𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙗𝙡𝙚𝙢"

"𝙉𝙤 𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙤𝙠𝙖𝙮"

let down again.
i'm so angry
and upset.

I came here in the fucking rain,
for her to cancel on me
after everything she's done this year to me
i've had enough
i couldn't help but break down into tears
with the raindrops and tears cascading down my face.

I feel like i'm struggling to breathe
it's so cold, you can see the white like smoke coming out of my mouth as i exhale.
I look down at my blurry phone screen and see 4 missed calls from louis, and about 25 unread messages from him.
I feel bad for ignoring him but i just need to deal with my emotions first.

Wiping the tears from underneath my eyes and seeing my mascara rub off on my fingers i decided to get on my bike and go back home but before i could-

"Delilah! Wait!"
Louis? Why is he here?
"Louis? Why are you here" i say trying to make it seem like niagra falls did not just come out of my eyes,
"Your location is turned on and you wasn't answering me i was worried" he says putting his coat around me,
"I'm fine, Louis"
"Are you sure?"
"Yes"
he nods and steps back
"I've been meaning to tell you something" he says, but it does not look good.

"I can't come to Italy with you Lilah"




i feel like i have just been punched in the stomach
maybe this is my downfall
i thought it already happened but clearly not
i was so excited
and he knew that
why would he do this?

"Why?" i ask trying my best not to burst out crying, "They wanna film some scenes early"


I couldn't bare it, i threw his coat back onto him, secured my helmet and rode as fast as i could home.


100 emotions at once
so much is going through my head
i feel like it's going to explore
i'm so hurt
by my mother
and louis.
He must've been not even that excited,
i got my hopes up again,
and got let down, again.


i reach my complex, run as fast as to my room, throw my bag to god knows where and cry as hard as i can into my pillow.

Why does everyone want to get away from me?





















a/n woah, that was a lot, i wonder what's going to happen with their trip now , oh wait i know xoxoox

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