red [complete]

3.5

Remus sighs into Sirius' mouth. He can't remember the last time he'd been kissed while simultaneously being entered.

It makes heat pool between his thighs.

At the end of his long, slow thrust, Sirius buries his face in the crook of Remus' neck and inhales. Remus smells like a spiced teakwood and it's absolutely perfect to Sirius. He can barely stop himself from climaxing right then- so enveloped by Remus. Remus' nails scratching down his back; Remus' scent flooding his senses; Remus' perfectly tight ass holding him in place. Sirius is hardly awake enough to to ward off his orgasm.

Sirius groans as he pulls out. When he enters Remus again, he peppers his face with soft, lingering kisses and he feels the smile on Remus' lips when he finally lands one there.

They repeat this slow, methodical method of loving making for until they're running late to make it to the airport. Sirius doesn't care though because all he can think of is the "mmpf, please Sirius," that Remus said as he came.

When they're done, Sirius' back is lined with red nail marks and Remus' throat and chest is littered with love bites. They both feel absolutely blissed out.

...until the real world crashes back down around them and they realize that if they don't leave in 30 minutes, there is a good chance Sirius will miss his flight.

Remus would be completely okay with Sirius being forced to stay longer.. even if it's just an hour or two, but Sirius has a charity ball to make an appearance at tonight.

"Thank you." Sirius mumbles into Remus' mouth as he rolls back on top of him.

After Sirius kisses him, Remus loops his arms around Sirius' back and holds him tight to his chest.  "Don't go.." Remus wines.

Sirius once again buries his face in the crook of Remus' neck, but now Remus smells like spices teakwood and a really good fuck and Sirius wishes he never has to leave.

"Please.." Remus feels ridiculous for begging like this, but he can't help himself. Sirius sees him so clearly and treats him so kindly and touches him so well- Remus wants to lay in bed with him forever.

"I'm sorry, love." Sirius kisses the side of his neck. "I have to go."

"I know." Remus loosens his grip that's holding Sirius to him. Sirius props himself so he can look down at Remus. "But that doesn't mean I want you too."

Sirius offers him a sad smile. "I don't want to either." He studies Remus- the little dimple on his left cheek, his long eyelashes that frame his honey colored eyes, the curve of his upper lip, and the plumpness of his bottom one. Remus really is the most beautiful person he's ever seen. "Come with me." He says suddenly, without thinking.

"What?"

"Come with me. Come home with me."

"Sirius," Remus chuckles, "as much as I would like to, my life is in Philly. I can't just pack up and go. Not right now, anyways."

Sirius smiles a little, "yeah," he laughs too now, "that was crazy."

Remus agrees.

"I think we need to get up now."

"Probably."

Sirius steals one more kiss before rolling out of bed and Remus follows him reluctantly.

They make it to the airport with 10 minutes to spare. Sirius' flight is so early that it's dark outside when they arrive. Remus walks him to the security gate, and then Sirius has to go on without him.

Right before Sirius is out of reach, Remus grabs his shoulder and pulls him back in for a kiss- Sirius melts into it.

But then Sirius really does have to go. He squeezes Remus' hand once as he backs away. When Sirius drops his hand, Remus feels his heart leap into his throat. He wants to beg Sirius to stay as much as he wants to buy a ticket and move his whole life. But he can't do either of those things, so for now he'll just have to learn to live with the dull ache in his chest.

i told you i'd be back : )