Our Love Will Never Fade (Destiel High School AU)

Chapter Fifty Seven

((*runs around hugging my American Beauty/American Psycho album* It's so good! I can't contain my excitement! It's amazing! I love it! I got up early to buy their album. I might see them on tour this summer. I got to save up. I've loved them since the beginning and I've never had the money to see them in concert. Hopefully, this year will be my year! Anyway, enjoy the story!))

Monday Morning
{Dean's POV}

I didn't want to go to school. I had a hangover from drinking again last night. I had to see Cas though. Going to school was the only way to see him and try to talk to him.

I walked into first period. Cas was already sitting at his desk. He glanced up and our eyes locked for a few seconds before he looked down. I walked over and kneeled by his desk.

"Cas, please talk to me." I said, softly.

He didn't look at me, he kept his head down. I sighed and rubbed a hand down my face.

"I know you don't need pity. I know. But you've got to see my side. You need to know that I didn't stay with you out of pity. I truly love you. Please, Cas." I begged.

"Dean, you wanted to leave your family behind to move in with me because you felt sorry for me. I feel like I'm forcing you to do this. Like you don't want to do this, but you need to because you pity me." He said, barely audible.

I opened my mouth to answer him, but the bell rang. I stood up and sat at my desk. Ms. Mills walked in and class started. I wasn't even paying attention. I get how Cas feels, but I need to make him realize that I really want this, that I love him enough to do this with him.

"Cas, I wanted to do all that because I love you." I whispered.

"You did it out of pity. I don't need it. Not from you." He whispered back.

"I know. I'm sorry. Please, just let me explain." I reached out for his hand.

"I can't, Dean." He moved his hand.

When the bell rang for the end of class, Cas grabbed his stuff and rushed out, Balthazar quickly behind him. I grabbed my backpack and followed them.

Once I walked out of class, I saw Cas leaning against a locker, crying. Balthazar was standing in front of him. He pulled Cas into a hug. My heart broke even more when I saw him hug back.

I walked the other way. Fucking Balthazar. I know he's going to try to get Cas now that I'm out of the way. I need to just talk to Cas for 10 goddamn minutes. That's all I need. I can't see him with someone else.

By the time I knew it, I was in the parking lot. I got in my car and just sat there. I can't be here. I need to go home. I don't care.

{Castiel's POV}

"What's wrong?" Balthazar looked at me with concern.

"We broke up." I looked down, crying.

"It'll be okay, Cas. Don't cry." Balthazar hugged me.

I hugged him back. "Everything is so screwed up."

"I'm sorry. Do you want to talk about it?" He asked.

I shook my head. I pulled away and wiped my eyes. "I'm sorry for crying on your shoulder."

"No, it's okay." He smiled.

"Maybe we should get to class." I sniffed.

He nodded, rubbing my arm. We walked to our next class. I knew Dean was in my next period. I didn't want to talk to him. It was hard seeing him. I just need time. I still love him, of course. It's impossible to stop loving him. I just hate that he did something I never wanted from him.