Satanic Morality (Sander Sides Fic)

Home Part 2

3rd Person POV

Warning: self harm, mention of suicide, yaoi

Patton twitched as another betadine soaked cotton ball was rubbed against his arm. He had woken almost immediately as the stinging solution was first pressed against his sensitive cuts. Now they Virgil was almost finished and Patton was sitting in Remus's lap, whimpering quietly from the burning pain.

"Why do we have to do this?" he whined for the hundredth time.

"Because I don't want your arms getting infected," Virgil answered again, but added a small statement at the end, "Trust me it is not fun."

Patton went back to whimpering and Remus placed a hand on his forehead, rubbing his fingers through his hair gently.

"There, done."

Virgil got up and started picking up the countless cotton balls scattered on the bed as Patton sat up and looked at his arms. They were covered in soft white bandages that smelled of chemicals and lavender. He sighed, happy that he wouldn't have to look at the bright red marks that were hidden beneath the folds. Remus rest his weight on top of him and wrapped his arms around his waist.

"Everything alright, baby?"

"Yeah," Patton kisses him on the cheek, "Everything's good. Now that you're here."

The sat there for a little while Virgil finished cleaning up until Logan came into the room.

"Roman's still asleep and it's late," he said calmly, "Patton you should get some rest. And you too Remus."

Remus nodded and started to get up, but was stopped by Patton grabbing his arm.

"Want me to stay here?"

The little man had a terrified expression on his face and nodded frantically, holding back tears that burned in his eyes.

"Ok, ok," Remus whispered, pulling him close, "I won't go anywhere ok? I'll stay right here with you and I'll be the first person you see in the morning."

Patton calmed down a bit and nodded again, snuggling close to his lovers chest as his breathing slowed to a steady pace. Logan and Virgil both said good night and left them to be alone, closing the door behind them.

Remus sighed happily and laid back onto the bed, holding Patton so that he was laying onto of him. He was already asleep and Remus smiled, brushing a few hairs away from his peaceful face.

"Oh Patton," he whispered, "I don't know what I'd do without you."

He continued to watch his little lover sleep until his eyes closed and darkness clouded his vision.

-Time Skip-

Remus woke up, thinking he was still asleep and yawned. Patton was still laying on his chest but he was twitching and whimpering like he was in pain. Remus put his hands on his back and tried to wake him but stopped when he felt something hard grind against his leg.

Blushing, he froze and Patton jerked his hips again, rubbing against Remus in his sleep.

"Remus~" he called quietly.

The dark side didn't know what to do. Fully awake now he let his hands glide down Patton's frame, stopping at his hips, and gripped them firmly in his fingers. Patton hummed softly, clinging to Remus's shirt as if he were awake, and moved he his hips again. But this time, Remus pulled his hands down with him, adding extra force to Patton's movement, making let out a loud moan.

Remus grit his teeth as he did it again, his own pants becoming tight as Patton let out another moan next to his ear. He knew that one of the other sides could probably hear them, but he didn't care as he pulled Patton done harder.

Patton moaned again, but this time he gasped, startling Remus as he pushed himself up.

"R-remus?" he stuttered quietly.

Remus looked up at him and quickly pulled his hand up, embarrassed.

"Sorry!" he blurted, "I couldn't help it, you were rubbing yourself against me and I couldn't sto-"

He was cut off by Patton placing his lips against his, kissing him for the first time since he left. Remus melted into the kiss, wrapping one hand around Patton's back, while the other rested on his neck.

After a couple seconds, Patton pulled back and Remus noticed that he was crying.

"You have no idea how much I missed you," he choked, "I waited by that door for hours every day, hoping that you'd come back. And I would hug you and kiss you and tell you how much I loved you."

Patton started to sob and Remus sat up, pulling him to his chest and held him there.

"I'm so sorry Patton," he said, "I thought you'd be better off without me. You'd be able to go back to your normal life and find someone who loved you that Roman didn't hate."

"I could never be with anyone else," Patton pusher back and looked at him, "I could never be with anyone but you, I love you."

"Patton I," he paused, "I love you too."

Remus pulled him close again and locked their lips together, tasting his salty tears on his lips. Patton smiled into the kiss, wrapping his arms around his lovers neck, and rubbed his erection against him again. Remus hummed as it pressed against his stomach and grabbing Patton's shoulders, pulling him back.

"Patton we shouldn't," he looked away, blushing, "You're hurt and you almost killed yourself."

Patton sighed, and brushed Remus's hands away. Startled, he thought he had upset him but yelped as he was shoved onto the bed and kissed roughly. Patton shoved his tongue into his open mouth and shuddered as he pulled back after a second.

"Please~" he cooed, wiggling his rear end in the air.

Remus's mind seemed to swirl. Patton wasn't usually the one who acted submissive, but it turned him on so much when he did. Growling slightly, he flipped Patton underneath in and licked his neck.

"Don't blame me if  Virgil gets stingy," he hissed.

-To be Continued-