Kana

CH 15: Why Again!!!!!!!

Another long chapter...

- Wan

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***FACULTY OF ECONOMICS, CLASSROOM***

MEW'S POV...

I was sitting in my classroom. Whatever the professor spoke didn't enter my brain, I don't want to pay attention to it right now; more like I can't pay attention, all I can think about is... the stupidity P'Zee dragged my wife into.

P'Zee has been seeking Kana's help to court Saint. Yesterday, he even planned on confessing his feelings. He hasn't yet shared the result. Actually, it's not my brother I am concerned about, but Gulf. Gulf is close friends with Saint and P'Zee being rejected might cause them a problem.

I accept I am jealous of the proximity Saint has with my wife, but he is not a bad person. I don't want Gulf to lose such a nice friend just because he helped my brother, court him. Gulf's sadness is something I don't want to see. He looks beautiful when he's smiling and carefree. I don't want to see him stressed.

*bell rings*

Finally, this class is over. Everybody is vacating the class. A day without Kao can be so boring. I don't want to leave the class just yet. I want to stay alone for some time. Maybe that could help my mind calm down. I hope it does.

After some minutes of being left alone in this class, I got a message from my wife. He said that he's at my faculty to pick me up. Time to go Mew.

I got up, took my bag and walked to the backdoor of the class, it was closer to my seat. I really didn't expect that I'd see someone to worsen my mood any further.

As I reached the door, it swung open making me reflexively move towards the wall. After I gained back my balance, I saw a little figure in front of me. Recognizing the face, I could only be stupefied. It was my ex who played with me, Puifai. She pinned me in the corner of the wall.

She grinned at me, another scoff I believe. "Too eager for attention, aren't you?" What does she mean?... All I can do is stand here, I'm not in for a single thing that relates me to this girl anymore. "Seriously Mew, you want to be in the Ice Prince's gang so that you can make girls notice you." She continued. I just stood there, looking at her blankly. "Now you have an attitude. Don't think it'll last long you're a fag! and this will come out to the public". You think I care about that.

Gosh! she still has more to say. What did I see in her back then? I must have been so stupid. But... why did she ask me to be her boyfriend? To be her lab rat? "Why?" I finally spoke. She was looking at me with a disgusted and confused expression. "Why did you ask me out back then? You're not like me, then why did you reach out to me? Was it fun making a fool of me?" these were all the questions I had bottled up for all these years, now they're finally out of my systems.

She was staring at me. I was still feeling numb, and I turned my eyes to the front. Gulf was standing there. The person I love now, was standing there. I don't even know his feelings towards me and all I have is hope. At least with her it was better. She used me and disposed of me when she was done. That didn't hurt as much as it does now, having the one I love so close to me, but unable to confess my feelings. It's suffocating.

Now, she's speaking again.

I feel like crying, my face is not forming any expression. It is so numb. And now my vision is getting blurry, tears, I believe. I can see Gulf walking towards me and Puifai is saying something.

"The regular gifts, they were the only thing worth for me to put up with you that long. There's nothing so special about you, you are so annoying." she can be so shameless.