Madam Mafia

Chapter 10

I want to give a slight TW for this chapter cause I am going ri write about intrusive thoughtsand knives so this is the warning my loves.

Reeds POV:

I woke up in an empty bed and i sigh. I rub my temples thinking about what happened last night. I see a note some pills and a water bottle at the besides table. I read the note and take the pills for the hangover. I grab the water and drink it as i walk to my room. I get spence and i take him out and when i get back inside I get into the shower and i start to get inside of my head. I try to calm down and stop the constant repetition of the screaming in my head, telling me to scrub harder or to just leave and never come back. I start to scrub my skin harder and harder and finally the yelling stopped and i quickly get out the shower.

I look at my once pale arms and i throw on a baggy sweater and finish getting dressed and i start to play with Spence. I get a call from Taleah telling me to go to the red room and i tell her okay but when i get of the phone I start to cry. I quickly dry my tears and I feed Spence before walking to the room quickly. I walk in and i sigh before sitting on the floor. I hear footsteps coming to the door and i quickly get into position, kneeling on the floor. Someone who i assume is Taleah walks in and walks in front of me before sitting down, Taleah uses her hand lifts my chin forcing me to look at her before dropping me hand.

" Did you do what i asked you to do?" She asks and i stay silent.

" Dont make me upset my love you are already on thin ice." She she says and i nod.

" I did most of it." I say quietly and she nods.

" We will adress that later." She says sitting back into the couch.

" Come." She says patring her lap. I slowly stood up and i walked towards her sitting next to her, and she pulls me into her lap.

" I was going to continue yesterday's punishment but it seems you punished yourself enough." She says and i nod leaning my head into her neck comfortably. I feel my sleeve ride up and i rush to cover my arm Taleah sees it.

" What the fuck happened?" She asks looking at my sore and lightly bleeding arm.

" oh its nothing." I mumble trying to move away from her.

" I assume you skipped out on eating and taking your antidepressants." She aays and i nod slowly

" Baby we have to adress this." She says and i shake my head. She pulls my closer for what I think is a kiss but its really her pulling me closer to move my sleeves.

" Both arms." She says sounding sad and i close my eyes tightly and i cover my ears trying not to hear her disappointment which was about to make me cry.

" Reed." She says but I dont move. After calling my name she grabs me and flips us putting her on top of me as I lay on the couch shocked.

" I know you hear me." She says and i sigh.

" I don't want to talk about it." I say and Taleah laughs a little

" Baby with this you don't get a choice, we need to talk about it." She says and nod not meeting her gaze.

" Can you talk right now?" She asks and i nod not looking at her.

" Why did you do it?" She asks her voice was soft and she gently pulled me to her chest.

" I don't know it just happened." I mumble and she sighed.

" I know there is more than that." She says and i shake my head.

" Why Baby?" She asked again

" i just had to do it okay." I say moving away from her.

" Reed!" She calls as i slam the door walking out the house. I unlock my car and i quickly pull out the driveway. I start driving and i see a car behind me and i just know its Taleah. I drive for a long time I start to notice my gas light is on and i groan. I've been driving for about 2 hours and I'm still being followed. I pull into a gas station and i see someone get out the car.