Crazy Little Devil

Fancy 30

Fancy POV

I can't understand my sarili but you know, it's like I'm so energized and I want to gawa some trippings. 

We're on our daan to SWU. Sydd is sumabay sa'ken. Maybe he's nagtitipid sa gas. 

"Hey Sydd!" I approached him. He's making tingin kasi sa bintana eh. What's this, sight seeing? Like errrrr! 

He looked at me then he makes ngiti. He's creepy ha! He's smiling like an idiot na kasi eh. "Yes, wifey?"

I'm sumimangot to him. "Why are you make sabay sa'ken? Where's your kotse?"

"Nasa mansyon. Gusto ko lang sumabay sa'yo wifey."

Hmp! He's so ano talaga! Baka he's nagtitipid lang talaga. Like duh! "Whatever."

"Mas gusto ko talaga ang Fancy na masungit at least masaya. Kesa 'yung mabait pero malungkot."

I'm natigilan sa narinig ko. What he said hits me. And you know, like I'm tinamaan. I know he's pertaining to me. 

Maybe Sydd is nalilito pa din why I'm acting like this na. I'm back to normal. Yes, this is the normal Fancy Jewel Abellano, with my fancy language. Why? Because I'm done with my martir moment. Blake Zed Smith? The guy I love. Like what I said, I did my part. But still, he make me tulak palayo. He even said that he don't love me. I don't want to maniwala sa kanya but what can I do? He wants me to maniwala that hindi niya na talaga ako love. So fine. I have no masabi na sa kanya eh. I'm so nasaktan and I don't know how many times he basag my heart. He's nakakarami na that's why upon crying, I realized one thing. 

Blake don't deserve me. I love him that much but he choose to hurt me. Now, I don't want to be affected na. If he wants to be cold at me, or kung hindi niya akong pansinin, so be it. I hate him from now on. And I'll make him pakita what's he's sinayang. He's so GRRR!

We're nakarating na sa SWU. Manong parked the car and Sydd is so bilis na nakababa. He make bukas the pinto here sa side ko. Oh. Sweet. 

Actually, I'm thankful to Sydd. My frustrations are all gone because of the amusement park moment namin. The rides help me to shake my brain kaya my isip is naliwanagan na and I shouldn't be martir with Blake. He's such a jerk for making basag my heart. I will never patawad him. I'm so, so mad at him. My heart is gull of hatred now because of what he did to me. 

Naglalakad na kami ni Sydd papasok ng campus. Syempre, you can't make iwas sa mga paparazzi. Like my fanboys na super inlove to me--na how many times ng binasted. Sydd is tama. He said before na I'm too bias. Si Blake lang ang nakikita ko. Hindi ko napapansin that there are lot of guys here who are willing to make masaya. 

Nasa hallway na kami. Sa floor kung saan ang room namin. There, I saw Blake and Hazel sa may labas ng room. I tried to balewalain them but Hazel the bitch, smirked on me. So what was that?

He kissed Blake's cheek. And Blake is napangiti lang. So 'yun? She wants to me me selos? Like eeerrr! I want to ngudngod her lips sa semento. Psh!