Crazy Little Devil

Fancy 27

Fancy POV

I want to cry all day. I'm here at my room. Wala akong ganang kumain, lumabas at makipag-usap sa kahit kanino. All I want is myself. I'm hurt. I'm damn hurt.

Almost half a day na akong umiiyak. I can feel my heart. It's really broken. And I don't know why I'm not using my fancy language. I just can't. I don't know how to speak my language. Kmaybe because I'm really broken that my whole system is affected.

*knocks on the door*

Maybe that's Sydd. But I don't want to open the door. He might see me crying. And believe me, I looked horrible. My eyes are swollen.

"FANCY JEWEL ABELLANO! OPEN THIS GODDAMN DOOR!"

Nanlaki ang mata ko nang marinig ko ang boses na 'yun. That's Reid. And he's damn angry according to his voice. Napalunok ako. Mabilis kong pinahid ang luha ko. Takot ako kay Reid, sometimes. Pero sa ganitong pagkakataon, ayokong makita nya ako na ganito. Wala syang alam sa relasyon ko kay Blake. Si Yumi lang ang may alam nito. Anong gagawin ko?

Bumaba ako ng kama ko and slowly walks towards the door. Binuksan ko 'yun at sumalubong sa'ken ang galit na galit na mukha ni Reid. God! Lagot na.

"What the hell happened to your fvcking eyes?!" He shouted at me.

Napalunok ako. "R-reid.."

"Answer me, Fancy Jewel!"

"I..cried. I cried, Reid.." Nagsisimula na namang tumulo ang luha ko. It can't be. Ayokong makita ni Reid na umiiyak ako. But I can't help it. Masakit talaga.

"Fvck! Tell me what happened." He said. I know na tina-try ni Reid na maging kalmado.

Sasabihin ko ba? Anong mangyayari pagkatapos? "Reid.."

"Sabi ng katulong, umuwi ka daw kanina pa galing school and you're crying. What happen? Tell me! May nambully ba sayo sa school? I'm sure wala dahil alam kong ikaw ang nambubully sa SWU. Now tell me, who's the fvcking reason?!"

Natatakot ako kay Reid. I know him. Baka kung anong gawin nya kay Blake. No..

"What's happening here? Kakauwi ko lang dito tapos nagsisigawan kayo dyan?" Si Patrick. Patay na. Na-corner ako ng dalawa kong Kuya.

"Patrick.."

"Fvck! Why are you crying?!" Sigaw bigla ni Patrick nang makita nya ang mukha ko. "Pinaiyak kaba ni Bro?!"

"Fvck you, James. May nagpaiyak sa kapatid natin. And I'm asking her kung sino." Sagot ni Reid.

"Sinong nagpaiyak sa'yo little devil ha?! No one hurt our princess! Damn it."

They are really protective lalo't nag-iisa nila akong kapatid na babae. And bunso pa ako. They treat me as a princess. The Abellano's princess.

Hindi ako makapagsalita. Lalo akong naiiyak. Nahahabag ako sa sarili ko. Di ko alam kung paano patitigilin ang luha ko. It keeps on falling. Ang sakit sakit dito..sa puso ko.

I want to tell them that I'm brokenhearted but no words come out from my mouth. Napahagulhol lang ako when I tried to speak. Hanggang maramdaman ko ang dalawang katawan na yumakap sa'ken. They hugged me. Si Reid and Patrick. Nararamdaman na ba nila na puso yung masakit sa'ken?

"Ssshh. Stop crying." Patrick said.

Lalo akong naiyak. I feel so worthless. Feeling ko ang sama sama ko. Feeling ko wala akong karapatang sumaya just because I'm a crazy devil.