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I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU
I put on my puffy white winter jacket over my silk tank top along with my favorite jeans. I zip the coat up and step in front of the full length mirror in my bedroom.
"I look a mess." I sigh. I'm getting ready to go to my ex boyfriends summer cabin. Yes, it's winter, but I moved out of our shared cabin when things got heated between us. I'm not sure I remember what happened exactly. Stress. A lot of stress. I grab my brush and brush through my knotted hair. I give up and pull it into a bun. Mort was so busy with his writing and I was busy with my day and night jobs to the point where we lost time with each other. The previous year...oh goodness. It gives me chills to think about it. Constant love making, being touchy, cuddling, calming Mort down, playing with his hair, him touching me. My eyes water and I look towards the mirror. I sigh and shake me head. "Ridiculous." I mumble to myself. I hadn't called Mort, yet. I had things left there that I needed. One of them was him. I scurry over to my light pink phone and hesitantly dial his number. I pick up the phone and put it to my ear. He doesn't answer. "Oh, come on Mort!" I dial his number again. No answer. "Shit!" I slam the phone down. I inhale and exhale to keep my temper down. I dial his number once more, and after three rings he answers.
"Hello?" I hear that deep mysterious voice on the other side of the phone. He groans.
"Wh- Mort, I've tried to call you three times, are you okay?" I lean on the counter and grab a granola bar.
"Y/N, I- I was sleeping. I'm so sorry bab-" He stops himself and clears his throat. "Y/N." He sniffles and I hear him carry his phone over somewhere.
"My God, okay Mort." I open the granola bar. I take a bite. "Can I please come over now to get the rest of my things?"
"Ofc ourse, of course. Just- just give me 30 minutes, okay? And are you okay, you don't sound like you are." I stay silent for a few seconds. "Y/N?"
"Oh- yeah, yeah of course Mort. I'm fine." I nod even though he can't see.
"Alright, Y/N...I'll see you love." That word sends shivers down my spine. L-O-V-E.
"Okay." I nearly whisper on the edge of tears. "See you. Bye, Bye." I hang up. God, I miss him. I finish getting ready and put my winter boots on. I wait the appropriate time, and walk down the steps to my car. I get into the car, start the ignition, and drive off. My favorite song comes on the radio and you turn it up and jam out. I get to the windy path of the forrest to Morts cabin. I rapidly pull up to his house and stop right behind his car. I grab my purse and step out of the car taking a breath in, and out. I walk up to his screen door leading to his porch. I open it and it slams behind me making me jump, even though I expected it. I walk to his front door and swallow. I knock. No answer. I knock again. I knock harder. "Mort! It's me! Y/N! Please let me in!" I hear footsteps come up to the door. It opens. There he is. His hair is messy, but it's the cutest thing ever. He's in a navy collared shirt, that's unbuttoned one too many buttons. He's wearing light grey pants. We make eye contact and he pushes his brown-framed glasses up his nose.
"Well hello, Y/N." He steps to the side to let you in, scanning your body up and down. I feel his presence behind me. He smells surprisingly good, like the cologne I got him for his birthday the previous year.
"Hi Mort. It's quite toasty in here, huh?" I unzip my jacket. I look over him. His eyes go down to my chest, I notice and cross my arms. "Mort," I shake my head. "It is a mess in here." I turn around and look at the mess of papers, food wrappers, and books. "What happened?" I look away from him. He stays silent. All I want to tell him is that I'm still in love with him.
"I'm living on my own, I'll do what I want to do." He says with an almost sarcastic sinister tone. I look over to him and raise an eyebrow and bite my cheek.
"You're right, do what you want to do Mr. Rainey." I start to climb the stairs to the upstairs loft part of the cabin. He follows, staring at my butt.
"It's Mort for God's sake." He sighs. I get to the top and turn around to him. Our faces end up very close. I looks around his face and his lips. They're perfectly shaped, and his mustache fits him perfectly. His face is so symmetrical. He's perfect. I look over to the right at the square window, and back to him. My eyes want to water, but I attempt to hold it in. "Why did you leave me?" He blurts out. That brought my tears out and I turn around pacing.
"Mort, I don't know. You wanted me to. We needed to. I felt like you fell out of love with me."
"Y/N. I am still in love with you!" He raises his voice high. He steps closer to me and looks my face up and down. "I don't know why you fucking left me! Yeah, you see. This is why the house is like this!" He holds his arms out. "This is why I look like this!" I didn't know what to think I cover my mouth and hug him around his neck. "Y/N- I cant live without you, baby. Please come home, please. Darling, I need you. I need you so bad."
"I'm here, baby. I'm here. I'm still so in love with you. Madly in love." I'm in complete tears now. I let go of his neck and look in his eyes. His hands rub softly down the small of my back and to my hips squeezing them lightly. He's looking down into my eyes with the most lustful look in his eyes. I look at his lips and he leans in and kisses me. The first one was very light and soft, the second was much more forceful. I stand on my toes and rub down his sides. I wrap my arms around his neck. I feel his hands snake around to my butt. The kiss gets more passionate and aggressive. I back him up to his bedroom door and he slams against it lifting one of my legs up by my thigh. He hunches over slightly and kisses down my neck, moving my jacket over with his free hand. He groans into my neck causing me to moan back. He goes back to my lips biting my bottom one.
"Mm, I miss this so much baby." He lifts me up off the floor, and opens the door to his bedroom and almost throws me on the bed. He stands between my legs. What happens next is left to your imagination...
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A/N: Hey loves! I hope you enjoyed this one! I had a lot of fun writing it tbh 😌 taking requests! comment on the first chapter! lmk what you think about this one! love you alll. I apologize for any mistakes! I'm writing this late at night, i'll edit it tmr if there is any 😚✌🏻 i'd appreciate it if you click the star 😌
