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Warning:This chapter includes topics such a as rape, verbal abuse, mentions of drugs and alcohol, and more.
Claudia's pov
The ride back home was pure silence. The silence in the car made me more uncomfortable then the look I got when I said no.
I couldn't read exactly how he was feeling. Hurt? Anger? Disappointment? I don't fucking know.
Well, I definitely know anger was definitely one of them.
He was pressing down so hard on the steering wheel, his knuckles were pure white. He was slightly shaking, his lip also quivering. We finally arrived back, he got out, not saying a word to me.
I got out and we walked in, him not saying an absolute word to me.
"Erich..." I whispered. Not a sound. Not a look. Nothing. We arrived at our floor and we walked out. He opened the door and almost slammed it in my face.
"Erich?" I asked, and he looked at me, a death glare on his face. He let out a huge scream, and started throwing objects.
He grabbed the vases and threw them to the ground, piece flying everywhere's almost hitting me in my face. He picked up the coffee table and threw it, it flying to the floor, glass shards everywhere. I ran to him and jumped him, both of us landing on the couch.
"GET THE FUCK OFF ME." He screamed angrily and I held him down. He kept on moving and squirming until he finally stopped, and just laid there, limp. I looked at him, and he looked at me. A tear fell down his cheek.
"Get off." He whispered.
"Are you going to break more shit?" I asked.
"No." He said and I got off. He repositioned himself, now sitting.
"Why?" He asked. I didn't respond.
"Claudia fucking answer me. I'm not in the GODDAMN fucking mood for silence. Answer me right fucking now." He spat angrily.
"Erich I can't trust you." I responded and he did a take back.
"Trust me? Claudia I FUCKING LOVE YOU." He screamed as he got up. I flinched.
"I'm not going to hurt you." He said, obviously shocked at the fact I flinched.
"You've been with so many other woman. You drink, you smoke, you have sex all the time. You're not innocent Erich." I said truthfully and he ran his hands through his hair.
"Claudia.." He whispered, saying my name over and over. I swallowed heavily as he stared at me.
"Can I be fucking honest with you? I fucking fell for you. I've NEVER felt this way about any other woman. They all used me for my money and left. But you? You didn't do that shit. You cared about me. You're the ONLY fucking person in my life who cares. So yeah, I've fallen in love with you. And hearing you say that you don't trust me, hurts, a fucking lot." He said and I stood up.
"I love you too Erich." I responded and he chuckled angrily.
"No you fucking don't. All you care about is my fucking money. God, women are all the same." He said and went into the kitchen. I trailed behind him quickly, and saw he had a bottle of scotch in his hands. I grabbed it and threw it to the floor, everything spilling.
"What the he-"
"I DON'T FUCKING LOVE YOU?" I screamed as I grabbed him by the neck, shoving him into the fridge. He bumped into it and fell down, his head hitting the floor first.
"Erich, You're the ONLY person I ever told about being raped. THE ONLY FUCKING PERSON. MY FAMILY DOESN'T KNOW, MY FRIENDS, NO ONE. I'VE BEEN WITH YOU FOR SO MANY FUCKING MONTHS. I DON'T FUCKING CARE ABOUT MONEY YOU SELFISH DICK. I CARE ABOUT YOU AND I FUCKING LOVE YOU." I yelled out, tears falling down my cheek. He got up, and touched his lip. He was bleeding. He grabbed a white washcloth and wiped the blood off. He grabbed my waist, and pressed his forehead against mine.
"So let me love you. I'll drop it all. Drugs, blunts, alcohol, girls, all of it. Just let me fucking love you Claudia." He said and sobbed. I grabbed his cheeks, and dried the tears with my thumbs.
"You have to promise me something Erich." I responded and he looked at me.
"No more contract, no more secrets, no more girls, no more booze and drugs, no more bullshit." I said and he nodded.
"Do you promise?" I asked while caressing his cheeks.
"I promise Claudia." He whispered.
"Stop crying." I said and chuckled as I wiped his tears away. He laughed while pressing me into him harder.
"I love you Claudia." He whispered.
"I love you too Erich." I responded and he pressed his lips against mine.
A/N
Short chapter, I was just too excited to write
this! Hope you enjoyed!-Julia♥︎
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