Rotten Apple (completed) 18+

Part 24

**Off's POV**

I can't believe he actually agreed to be with me after the shit I pulled.

After Perth told me about Gun I didn't want to believe a word that came out of his lying mouth but once I really thought about what he said and how broken Gun looked the day I left him, it all kind of clicked and ever since a week ago all I could think about was ways I could get Gun to forgive me...

I really wasn't planning on telling him everything that was going on with Kaownah and the truth but I also didn't want to lie to him.

He definitely took the news a lot better than I thought he was going to, even if technically he didn't say anything. He was just sitting there next to me with his hand on my leg looking really worried. It was kind of cute.

I feel bad making him worry about me. I tried to get the majority of my anger out before I went to see him because I didn't want to take it out on him if this had gone wrong.

Once we got back to the house, I grabbed his stuff and set it in our room. I had already moved all my stuff to one side of the room so he would have room for his stuff just in case he did say yes.

I couldn't help but hope he would say yes, and he did!!

He crawls onto the bed looking really fragile and small. 

Now I just felt bad for admitting everything to him. 

I walk over to the bed and stand at the edge. Pulling him into my chest, I hold him there as he breaks down against me.

Gun: "I feel like it's all my fault... I was their weak link. How could I have not known about this? I don't remember being taken or anything..."

Off: I sit down on the bed and hold him as close to me as I could and rub his head. "Shhh... It's not your fault, you didn't do anything wrong. You didn't hurt anyone so don't think you're a bad person."

Gun: He wipes his face and looks at me trying to smile. "Okay, I won't blame myself then... What was it that you wanted to show me by the way?"

Oh yea! I had completely forgotten about my plans.

Off: I softly pull on his arm as I stand up and bring him with me. "Let's get changed into something a little nicer first and then we can get going."

He looked a little confused but he didn't protest. We went over to the closet and pulled out some nicer dress pants and some button down pants. I helped him get dressed first and then I took a quick shower and got dressed too.

I really hope he enjoys it!..

As soon as I was dressed and ready to go he silently pushes me onto the bed and kisses me.

Off: "What are you doing?"

Gun: He looks down and starts to blush. "I um... I miss you..."

Oh really?

Off: I roll him over so that I'm pressed against him roughly and lean down to bite his lip. "Oh really? You miss me huh?" I nudge his nose with mine and grin. "I think I've missed you more."

Gun: He finally starts to smile again. "I can tell you right now. That I have never missed anyone more than I have missed you... I love you Off..."

Fuckkk, he's adorable...

I want to beat myself up just thinking about what I must have put him through and no matter how much he tells me that he forgives me. I will never be able to forgive myself for hitting him. I will never lay a hand on him like that again...