Dixon's Girl

Chapter 13 He's gone and its my fault

~1 month later~

It's been one month since me and Carl broke up

I still love him. I will never stop loving him.

I knew I shouldn't have ever dated him I knew it would get messy and he would hurt me.(comment if you know what that's from😏)

Today I decided to talk to Beth

"Hey Bethany" I said

"Hey Faith" she said disappointed. She still feels guilty about her and Carl.

"Beth why do you feel guilty. It wasn't you it was...." I gulped hard "C-Carl"

"No Faith it wasn't him it was me I kissed h-him" she blurted out.

My jaw dropped but I snapped it shut.

"W-what?" I questioned

"I kissed h-him and I'm s-so sorry. And if you don't want to be my f-friend anymore I u-understand."
And with that she walked out of her sell

I thought for a second.

The I ran outside to the graves it was pouring rain but who cares.

I sat at Lori's grave and cried.

"I'm so s-sorry Lori. You told me to take care of C-Carl. And I d-didn't I'm s-so sorry." I started to cry harder.

"Carl is g-gone and it all my f-fault. Why do I h-have to be so b-bitchy?!" I screamed out.

Then I saw a figure coming towards me. I raised my gun but they put their hands up in surrender.

"Faith it's only me" it was Maggie.

"H-hey Maggie." I said chocking over my words.

"What's wrong?" She questioned.

"I-it's just that Carl is gone and its a-all my fault. Because I accused h-him of something he d-didn't do. And he w-will never forgive m-me now!" I cried into Maggie's shoulder.

"Shhh hey let's go get you cleaned up."

We walked back to the prison. Everybody was looking at me but Carl. He just rolled his eyes and turned away. I cried more right in front of everybody.

My dad came up to Maggie "what's wrong?" He asked.

"Just girl problems I'm gonna help clean her up and we will be right out."

"Ok but one question."

"Hmm" Maggie replied

"Why were you out in the pouring rain?"

"To help your daughter"

"Ok you can go clean up now"

With that me and Maggie walked to the shower room.

"Ok Faith how you feeling?"

"I feel horrible when we walked in C-Carl just rolled his eyes at me." I said with my eyes watering.

"It's okay"

Maggie was really sweet she surprisingly has makeup. I questioned her.

"Hey a girl needs what a girl needs" she laughed.

I smiled.

"Wait here" Maggie said.

I did as I was told.

Soon Maggie came back with nail polish and a beautiful outfit.

"Here put these on"

"Ummm Maggie were did you get this?"