Punk (Calum hood a.u.)

Chapter 15

Calum's P.o.v.

"I am!" Anna exclaimed.

"Okay good, what are you guys in the mood for?" Jaime said as she walked over to the fridge.

" Doesn't matter to me, i'm up for anything." I didn't want to impose anything my first night here and have her get the wrong impression of me.

"Okay since no one is giving me specifics, how about personal pizzas?" Jaime said pointing towards the bag of dough in the fridge.

Me and Anna exchanged okays and moments after we were off too cooking, my job was to roll out the dough, Anna's was to spread the sauce and Jaime put on the toppings.

Once the food was done Jaime went upstairs and we sat at the counter ( there's an island with stools in the middle of the kitchen) to eat our food.

I can't wait any longer to talk to her,she can't be fine after the whole, almost getting taken away and possible beaten by my old gang member, that must be tragic. But how do I just like bring it up? Does she want to talk about it? Does she blame me for it happening? So many questions and barely any of them have answers.

"Sooo, do you like wanna talk about it? Maybe in the morning? It's completely up to you I mean if you wanna keep it personal I get it and stuff but I did know him...." Calum you idiot stop rambling your so stupid why would you say that? She's gonna blame you for what happened now you stupid idiot.

"Umm no I'm fine, I swear, the good thing is that I'm safe and home now so I'm just gonna go take a shower and go to sleep, we have school tomorrow and I don't wanna be tired." She said giving me a fake tired happy smile. The tired part wasn't fake, I think, but she definitely isn't happy. I of course want her to be happy because she deserves the world but how am I supposed to help with that when she just completely shuts me out.

"Okay I'll clean up the dishes, I'm not that tired, I'll see you in the morning!" I spoke while walking over to give her a hug goodnight, a hug that I didn't want to let go of, she just seemed so fragile and I need to protect her.

"Ok goodnight cal." She spoke as she ascended the stairs not giving me time to reply.

Anna's p.o.v.
I quickly took a shower, changed into some nike shorts and a tank top( since it's still hot around this time in California) and laid in bed with my headphones plugged in to think about the day I just had, it was probably one of the longest ones I've ever had and I just glad it is over.

First calum ruins my perfect first day of school out fit, next I find out that he is actually my best friend from my childhood orphanage like what?! How did we not notice each other before, honestly I feel so stupid for not putting two and two together. Even the name was a dead giveaway, it's not every day you meet someone named calum.

I guess I too stuck with the idea of my perfect little group that I didn't allow myself to meet anyone new.

Second Luke confesses his love to me and that he wants to go on a date with me. Talk about curveball of the century, I've always seen Luke as an older brother/ best friend, there could never be anything else, but I just felt so bad, confessing to someone that you love them is very hard. I couldn't be the one to break his spirit, and I do love him but in a brotherly/ friendish kind of way.

Next Luke and Calum get in a fight over me when a teacher could walk in any second, especially how it's our best friends dad is even better. ( sense the sarcasm in my tone)

And Calum drops the "I was in jail for a couple years " bomb and he was in jail because he was apart of a gang that killed people, who knew he'd stoop that low.

And after that Calum moves in after one day of being reunited with him! I don't even know how to feel about this, I love having him here because he is one of the best things that has ever happened to me but there is more to his past that I still don't know. What if he did other awful things while I was moving here with Alex.

Lastly,the icing on the cake, I almost get kidnapped, possibly hurt and harassed, joy!( sarcasm, again)

Plus that man ripped open a mental scar that was virtually healed but now it's torn right back open. It's just the way he said those things, it's exactly how my biological father said it so it scared me in more ways than one, I can not go back into that dark place.

I'm finally closing my eyes and drifting asleep to some Lana del rey because her music is amazing to calm you down to go to sleep. Thankfully this rollar coaster of a day is over and I hopefully can have a better day tomorrow.