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A Whole Lot Of Love For A Little Person

You looked at the clock, 11:21 a.m and your husband is not yet home.

Did he go to the bar? You asked yourself .

You waited for five more minutes before hearing the door opening, revealing your drunk tired husband.

Jeonghan... you called out following him to the dining table.

Hmmm, he was humming a song.

Where you at the bar? You boldly asked but scared at the same time.

Why?

Nah just asking... you said, warming up his food in the microwave.

Since when did you started to care? He asked tilting his head on his either side.

Nevermind, your food... you left the conversation half done as you knew he would rather scold you than answering.

You made this?! He cringed at your making, Tteokbokki.

You didn't like? You asked quite unsure about his reaction.

Jeonghan threw the plate with full force and it scattered into million pieces, some piercing inside your leg.

Jeonghan was climbing up the stairs, but hearing you cry he looked back. Glanced at you. Glared at you.

Time passes, Jeonghan ogle at your bleeding leg, your teary eyes yet how much work you were doing, despite the fact that blood was oozing down your leg.

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Five seconds passed, before Jeonghan went back to you. Looking at him heading towards you, there was a knot in your tummy, throat felt dry...

What hap- aaah huh? You couldn't continue as you were lift off the ground.

Arms around his shoulder, Jeonghan picked you and lead to the room you both shared.

Throwing you down on to the bed, he went to the bathroom and brought a medical tool.

I don't think this will be needed...  you said but still Jeonghan started aiding your bleeding leg.

Why? Why you won't need this? Do you want your leg to stay bloody and stain everything?
Although he acted as if he didn't care about your leg and pain but you knew he did, you could say it by looking into his tensed face, especially his tensed eyes.

A smile took over your husband's face when your leg was properly done, being a doctor was of use.

Done.. now... he leaned closer to your face, eyes slightly shut, breathing hard,

Now? You breathe out... are we going to... kiss?

NOW DON'T MAKE TTEOKBOKKI WHEN YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO COOK IT! he scolded pulling back.

You sat on the bed, dumbfounded.

Oh we wouldn't, ever since your marriage, which already has been two years ago, Jeonghan never even held your hands and therefore today's sudden skin-ship gave you million of maybe(s).

Jeonghan... you called out but you yourself didn't knew why..

What?

No-nothing...

Eh-? You're so weird... he chuckled.

This is the first time you laughed in front of me... you laughed for real not those fake laughs which you give to show that you're happy when you are not...

Y/N? This time he called out, sitting at the corner of the bed.

What?

Did you ever felt that I was rude to you? Did I ever hit you?

Your answer was a 'no', he never hit you for sure but yes he was rude... you are cold towards me... Basically you turn a blind eye towards me, act as if I don't exist...

This is what you feel? He asked looking straight into your eyes.

Hmmm you nodded.

I'm sorry for my behaviour... I knew I was way to cold towards you. But I've got my own reasons...

Reasons? That will be interesting...

What?

Do you know that I was dating your sister?

Eyes wide opened, you stared at Jeonghan.

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We dated since a long time, but today I got to know the real plans of her dating me...

Stop it already! You yelled in your mind.

She dated me to know my character, to know what kind of person I am... then she said these informations to your dad and he arranged our marriage. I didn't even knew you were her sister, and I didn't knew she did this all for you.

Does he love me? My mind suddenly asked me.

Today I found your sister in the bar, with another guy so I thought she is cheating on me. But hearing the truth about her plans and all... Jeonghan trailed off.

Do you love me? Your mind forced you to ask him and so you did.

I....

...?

I don't know.

My heart aches...!

But whenever you are with me, even when I dated your sister, I felt more comfortable with you than her. Although I never shared anything with you nor talk to you much, but I just feel amazing staying with you...

Jeonghan... tears filled up your eyes...

Y/N, your sister never loved me it was only me who loved her, one sided love doesn't work...

Jeonghan... you again trailed off. A droplet touched your palm as you cried uncontrollably. You felt your husband hugging you and muttering something but you couldn't make up.

Y/N,

you looked at his face, he seriously need to stop, otherwise your heart might come out of your mouth, y/n your sister made me marry you because she knew your disorder... and she believed I could help you out, I am sorry for not understanding this earlier... please don't cry...

My disorder?

Do you know you have Histrionic personality disorder?

What's that?

Uh you see Histrionic personality disorder is defined by the American Psychiatric Association as a personality disorder characterised by a pattern of excessive attention-seeking behaviors, usually beginning in early childhood, including inappropriate seduction and an excessive desire for approval.

Your words flew up from my head...

I couldn't give you so much of attention... and therefore I regret for my behaviour.. please?

I have a disorder and I didn't even knew?

Not your mistake... your parents didn't wanted to inform you this otherwise you could've got more nervous, Jeonghan hugged you tighter, his head resting on your shoulder as yours did in his chest, you can hear his heart beat.

Y/N, I couldn't love you but now I will.. I'll give you the attention you wanted, he whispered, Jeonghan's forehead touched yours, eyes partially opened.

I.. love you. .