I wonder If He'd Be Proud Of Me

It stays in the pit

A/N: Credit goes to lucaguts on Instagram

Wilbur and Tubbo were out. God knows where Niki went, and it was just Tommy and Techno.

Tommy was still mad at his older brother for killing his best friend. And Techno knew that.

He looked in Tommy's eyes who was sitting beside him at a considerable distance.

Tommy wasn't paying attention though he was thinking of things and plans. Just...stuff. Trying to ignore his older brother.

Techno put a hand on his brother's shoulder.

Tommy looked at him with cold eyes. For someone who didn't care about what others thought of him....Techno felt those eyes peirce his heart. Just like a sharp blade.

"I didn't want to kill him Tommy... I didn't wanna have that fistfight with you either." Techno said letting his guard down. Letting Tommy see that he meant what he said.

"..." Tommy stayed silent for a minute.

"It stays in the pit Technoblade." Tommy said to his brother knowing he wasn't great at apologizing, let alone communicating his feelings to others.

He knew Techno was trying his best.

He just felt so broken. He couldn't be on his brother's side. Either of their sides.

Neither were in the right here.

But was he?

Tommy didn't know if he was right or not. He wanted to kill the Tyrant. He wanted to take the country for his own.

Was he just trying to save it to be president?

Was he as bad as Wilbur and Techno?

No.

He wanted peace. Not destruction.

The only person who was really on his side was Quackity. Funnily enough his enemy...is the only one who has the same goal as he did.

Tubbo...was only going to say yes to Wilbur. No matter how much Tommy wanted to believe he could think for himself...when it came to Wilbur...Tubbo was just as blind as Tommy.

They both looked up to him. And it was hard to tell Wilbur he wasn't right. And Tubbo agreed with Wilbur when he said it was.

Tommy only has Niki and Quackity as allies. Wilbur was right..."Tubbo cant be trusted."

Tommy turned to Techno with tears falling down his cheeks as he silently cried. He didn't want Techno to see he was crying. He didn't want Techno to think he was weak so he quickly hid his face from view.

"Its ok to cry Tommy..." Techno said not sure what to say. He didn't handle these situations real well.

"I dont want you to think im weak..." Tommy said quietly.

Techo wrapped his arms around his brother.

"Tommy...just because someone crys now and then doesn't make them weak." He said to Tommy.

"B-but you never-"

"You're right. I dont. But...that doesn't mean it makes you weak. Tommy I'm...not as human. I dont know how to be normal Tommy. Im this close to being a sociopath. But...Tommy guess what." Techno said holding his brother.

"Hm..." Tommy hummed into his shoulder.

"You're stronger than most of us kid. You're sticking to your morals. You have the guts to even tell your own brothers that we're wrong. You have the guts to try and stop us. Tommy...Dad would be proud of you. I dont wanna think about what he'd tell me and Wilbur." Techno said. Unknowingly comforting his brother. As stated before, he was bad at this stuff. So he never tried. He just told Tommy things he thought were true.