Chapter 32

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Mina's POV

All three of us are now here in the garden while the others are inside watching a movie.

"So what do you wanna talk about Mitang?"Chan asked me through the screen we're facetiming him because I need him here too.

"How would you guys feel if you know that I'm starting to fall inlove with someone again" I asked them instantly "Ofcourse we'll be happy"Sana said "Yeah we'll be happy because you'll be happy again"Momo said and I stayed silent.

"You know that all we want is for you to be happy again Mina your happiness is our happiness"Chan said and I sighed and Sana spoke again "Why? Is there something wrong?"she asked me and I nodded.

"What's wrong?"Momo asked "I'm scared" I simply said "I'm scared to fall inlove again since she left I've been scared"I said again now getting teary "Mitang we all know she left for a reason"Chan said "I know but it still makes me scared because I don't wanna be left alone anymore..." I said now sobbing and Momo hugged me "She left me because we weren't the right one for each other and now I don't know what I'll be"I said "It's okay Mina we're here for you we'll always be here for you"Sana said patting my back gently.

We stayed silent for a moment but I spoke again when my sobbing subsided.

"It's Chaeyoung" I simply said and both Momo and Sana looked at me confused "I'm slowing falling for her and I'm scared because I'm starting to fall for someone again and it scares me because I'm slowly falling for someone I've only known for days" I said "What do you feel when you're around Chaeyoung?"Chan asked me "I feel—"I paused thinking and spoke again now smiling thinking about our hands that held each other earlier.

"I feel so happy when I have a little time with her and my heart—my heart always beats like crazy like I'm being chased but it feels so right and I can't understand"I said "That's how you'll really feel when you're starting to fall for someone Mina"Chan said "It will start with that but as time goes by it will develop into something more into something romantic, like you already love that person romantically"Sana said.

"If your feelings for Chaeyoung will develop into something like that it's okay Mitang we'll be here to support you"Momo said "We know Chaeyoung she won't hurt you she'll be taking good care of you we know that we trust Chaeyoung"Sana said "But what if she won't or she wouldn't feel the same for me" I said and Sana and Momo chuckled "Mina you fit Chaeyoung's criteria your beyond it she said that herself when she first saw you at the garden and came to us that's what she quickly told us that she bumped into a pretty that is beyond her criteria"Sana said chuckling and my heart it's crazy again with what I heard—that's what she thought when we bumped into each other?

"And we know Chaeyoung when she falls inlove she would care so much for that person and show her how much she loves and cares for them"Momo said "Believe them Mina you know these two when say something seriously it's really the truth"Chan said chuckling and he has a point these two never ever lied to me and even if they do it's just about a simple matter.

"Don't worry Mitang three of us are here for you okay?"Chan said and I nodded "I'll be sleeping in my room"I said "Why?"Momo asked "I cried I don't like facing people when I'm like this you know that" I said and they nodded "But we know you'll be crying again"Chan said "Don't worry Channie I won't"I said reassuring them and they nodded.

"Let's head inside now before we freeze out here" Sana said and we bid our goodbye to Chan and head inside quickly.

Once we were inside I quickly ran upstairs but I heard Chaeyoung spoke and asked Sana and Momo.

"What happened to her?"she asked sounding worried oh Chaeyoung if you only know, I ran inside my room and hid under my blanket and I shouted into my blanket shouting to lessen the tightening in my chest from too much excitement and I don't know what anymore I just really needed to let it out.

"I don't know what to do" I said and hid my face again on my blanket "Would she feel the same way for me?" I asked myself "Would I be able to make her fall inlove with me just like how she's oblivious that she's making me fall for her...would I be able to be enough for someone again?" I asked myself in the verge of crying already just thinking about not being enough for someone makes me overthink and makes me cry because being not to be enough for someone makes me think low of myself like I don't deserve them because I wouldn't be able to be enough for them.

I know that she's happy now I saw her post on my ig feed and she looks so happy with her and I'm happy that she found the right one for her already they're already celebrating their 2nd year anniversary that's what's written in her post and I'm happy that she found the right one for her already.

I hope I can find mine too and if the one I'm falling for right now is the right one for me I'll make sure to be enough for her.


Chapter 31 out now!! Everyone things are about to get good so stay tuned and keep reading!

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