Until i saw her again...

chapter 37

Y/N's Pov :

It's been a week since I am at home and Jungkook, he is taking care of me like I am child. He is really good at taking care, I love it, the little little things he does for me. They means alot to me but I kinda feel that I am a burden to him. I am of no use to him right, all I am doing is causing him problem to him that's it. He is really good as a human and I am just a trouble to him nothing more.

I was lying on sofa while watching something on TV. I even have no idea when I fall asleep. I got up because of the smell of pastry  .....I can smell pastry, I really wanted to eat that. I got up and sit and saw Jungkook was standing infront of me. 
He felt sorry that I woke up because of him, he is such good person. I made him understand it wasn't his mistake. I know, I act stubborn sometimes but now this is enough, he had done so much for me, now I don't want to bother him but I don't think so my leg is properly healed yet.
I was about to fall but he caught me on time and pick me up and started to walk towards kitchen. The way he expressed his love for me that really made me tear up.  Sometimes I wonder is this all is even a reality or I am watching a dream? He teased me for tearing up ...
He made me sit on the counter and then handed over pastry to me. I really finished them in no time. His actions really caught me off guard when he claims my lips but everytime he kisses me it is like first-time it still gives me butterflies in my stomach .....for me now it is a daily routine, he suddenly gave me kisses and I must say I really love it. 
After that we decided to watch movie while cuddling each other.
When I saw that picture it was him again.... Only looking at his picture, I am getting shiver down to my spine ..... I can't think about anything this is so unfair with me.... Why God ? Why? When everything started going well ? How can he know about me ? ....  I was in my thoughts I had no idea when I started to cry ...  Jungkook started asking me, he was so concerned I can see that, all I can told him is that,

Jungkook he is back.

I started to cry too loud, he hold me close to him and hugged me tightly, I hugged him back ,

Y/N : Jungkook, I don't wanna leave you..... I love you ... I love you ...he will take me away from you.

Jungkook : First calm down, Y/N. Take deep breaths .... And now look at me,
He took my hands in his,

No one is going to take you away from me not now or never, I will not allow anyone to take you away from me okay. This is my promise to you. I won't let anyone to hurt you anymore, I love you, I love you with my whole life and I won't let anyone take my life away from me that easily. I have to protect what is mine but for that you need to tell me who is that person ? And why are you so scared ?

He was saying all this with so much of sincerety in his eyes. I can feel that he ment every single word he said, when people say eyes are doorway of soul, I think they are right,  I can see concerns, love, care and fear in them. I don't like to even think about or speak about it is in my past now but I guess not talking won't work now, He is holding me close to him and that is giving me so much strength to speak about it.

Y/N :  I don't know how to start this ....

I sighed and then I started again,

When I was in England and completing my studies, I used to work as an intern in a small firm to learn things. At first I loved my job all the person were really good there but as I started to work there, I got this feeling about Mike... I was working under him. He was the project head in which I was working as an intern. I felt that he is not the person, he shows to everyone whenever I am alone with him, I really feel weird and disgusted.
The way he used to look at me, I just feel very uncomfortable. At first I thought it is all in my head and I let it go.
But as time goes by it got more worse everytime he made me do overtime and with that he used to touch me in a way he should not. After such incidents, I decided to talk about it and end this internship cause I am really uncomfortable and disgusted about this.
I decided to talk to Jack, he was main boss over there and I told him that now I don't wanted to continue this internship. Cause the person I am working under I don't like his behaviour, I just feel really uncomfortable because of him.