Until i saw her again...

Chapter 39

Jungkook's Pov :

When I saw her in that dress and her lips they were so kissable, I really wanted to pinned her against the wall and kiss her so hard that she forgets how to breathe. It is not like that she wearing that dress or it is because of the makeup, everytime I see her I just fall in love all over again but more deeper then last time.

She knows that she has effect on me and that is clearly visible but she loves to tease me. I was really having hard time in controlling myself but as she meets my parents she really became another person. Now it is my time to tease, I really enjoyed the way she gets all flustered because of my touch. I just love this feeling that I have this much effect on her.

As dinner got over, I excused us from my mom and dad. We went to garden, at this hour garden looks so beautiful, I really wanted to show her that but as I saw her standing in between that garden and moon was shining upon us. I really forgot to look at anywhere else. All I can see is just her. I pulled her close and then I crash my lips on her, I was preying on them for so damn long. We share some magical moments together under the open sky and I know this only is my forever. We went inside, I saw my mom and dad were talking about something,

Jungkook: What is going on ?

Dad: Nothing your mom was talking about Your and Y/N's marriage.

As I heard marriage I looked at Y/N who was shocked as well as blushing,

Mom: Yes if Y/N have no issue then I would love to talk to her parents.

Jungkook: Mom this is too early for marriage.

Mom: I am not saying that you two should get married like right now but I guess it would be better if we announce your engagement. I don't want your answers right now take your time and then answer me.

Jungkook : Okay.

We sat for some more time with my parents but Y/N was lot quieter than before. I guess, she didn't like my reaction on that marriage topic. I wanted to talk to her but I can't as my parents were sitting infront of us, it is not like that I don't love her or anything, I love her more than anything and I see my future only with her but I still think marriage is too early for us. It is a very big commitment and as I already hurt Y/N enough in past, I just don't know why I am scared that I might end up hurting her again. I have always been in love with her but whenever we are together at the end we both get hurt and nothing else... that's it, I don't how I will make her understand this.

Jungkook: Mom it is getting late, I will drop Y/N at her house.

Mom: Okay... and please think about what I told you before.

Jungkook: Yes.

Me and Y/N started walking towards my car, she wasn't looking at me or talking to me, now this is frustrating,

Jungkook: What happened to you, Y/N ?

Y/N : Nothing ... What will happen to me.

Jungkook: I know why you are behaving like this.... You didn't like my reaction on this marriage thing.  Y/N please don't behave like this you know ...I love you please don't think like this .....I have always been in love with you.

I fell on my knees I was crying hard, I don't know why I had this sudden break down, she sat down on her knees and I was looking down she made me look at her and cupped my face,

Y/N : Look at me Jungkook, No it is not because of this ... I know, you love me and I love you too... But you are hiding something from me. Please don't hide anything from me.