Fate of Existence | Book 1 ✔️

Chapter 12

[A/N] Hi guuuuys. Hoped you liked my nice surprise huh huh? :)

Well this chapter is going to a bit well. . . . interesting I had to clear up a slight misunderstanding and feelings and all. So nothing too super duper important will happen in this chapter but it will be a fun read ;)

~E N J O Y~

I couldn't think straight.

Not after what I did.

Not when I tried to sleep.

Not even now.

I lay wide awake as I hear my shower running.

I put my hands over my face. What had I just done?

As the memories play from my head from before I let out a moan of dispair. I forcefully kissed him. Practically threw myself on him. Damn hormones.

Then my eyes widen. . . .Am I gay?

What I did. . . was gay right?

So. . .that makes me gay. . .

I quickly pop up from my bed. "But I don't find any other guys attractive, just him. I can still fuck a girl. and get turned on. . . can't I?"

"I still find them attractive. . . But just not as much as I am attracted to him."

"Omigaaawd I'm gay, Fuck."

"Fuck."

"Fuck."

"Fuck."

"Fuck."

I hear the shower stop running.

" He has a fucking mate on top of that, what the hell was I thinking? "

I let out a shaky sigh.

" That's right. . .a female mate. . ." Her stench was all on him. I clench my teeth out of jealousy or envy I couldn't tell.

But he kissed me back. I don't understand. . .was he just trying to be. . .nice? Then he called me a tease.

Me.

The Tease.

I laugh more at myself than anything. I'm so confused right now. . .

" He must be fucking with me. . ." I say numbly.

" I think not. . ." He says while whispering it softly into my ear. His breath being much like steaming hot bath water as it brushes the side of my neck.

My eyes widen as a blush appears on my face. I couldn't do anything but stay rigidly still feeling drops of water fall on my thigh and neck from his wet hair and body.

Daring to take a peek. I shouldn't have. His frame is so firm and perfectly fit as specales of water run down the cuts of his abs. His hair looks so red I thought at any moment that drop of water running down the tip of his hair would instantly turn into a drop of blood.

He caresses my face. His touch being soft and gentle yet strong and seductive.

" What are you over here mumbling about?" He asks wryly still close to my ear.

My eyes narrow as I try to surpress the urge the pounce on him right here and now. Those flares of desire isn't helping the cause out much either.

" Get away from me. You're getting me wet." I say as apathetically as possible as I try to push him away from me.

Wrong move.

He pushes himself even closer to me. My hands having full on contact with his chest. Despite my mind telling me no, my body does the exact opposite.