Uncertain (Tom Holland x Reader)

Chapter 2: True feelings

Toms POV:

When I got the part I knew that I would see y/n much anymore which hurt me but I had to accept it and I didn't want to hurt her so I did what I thought was best which was to not talk to her. For the last few weeks I had at home I wasn't talking to her and it hurt me to see her sad because of what I was doing but she had to get used to not seeing me or talking to me often. I obviously told Harrison everything, but he didn't think it was a good idea for me to do because it could ruin the friendship but I didn't know what to do at that point anymore I loved her to much to hurt her.

Everyone always thought the we were more than friend and I wanted that but I never told her and yes I'm admitting it I love y/n. Ive always love her since the first day we met I mean how could I not she a great person she's patient, caring, loyal, beautiful, smart and way more she's everything a guy could want. I remember when we were younger I was 6 and she was around 5 since she's a couple months younger and we had a "wedding". We walked into the house telling everyone how we got married and they looked at us with confused looks not knowing what happening. "How could you guys get married without inviting us were your parents" y/d/n said making our parents laugh "Well I thought you jus give each other rings and your married" I told everyone with a sad an confused look but my mom laughed at it "With what rings did yo guys ge married?" Nikki asked "I gave her a ring pop see" everyone just laughed at the idea got I miss being able to talk to y/n.

Weeks passed by and today I'm leaving to L.A so we can start filming the Spiderman movies and Im looking forward to it and all the memories I'll be making with everyone on set. I wanted to say goodbye to y/n before leaving but I couldn't do it so I just left without a goodbye or without saying anything I know that I'd end up hurting her but I'd see her again soon. When I got to the airport I saw all the messages and calls from Y/n but I just turned my phone of and ignored them and got onto the plane.

Y/n POV:

Tom wasn't answering none of my messages or calls he didn't even come to say goodbye I didn't know what was happening and why he had been avoiding me recently why couldn't he at least say goodbye to me. But I was still worried I didn't even know if he had a safe flight I missed my best friend.

Toms POV:

The next day I had arrived on set and I had already dropped off all my luggage at an apartment I would be staying at in L.A for the time I'd be spending there. When I first got there all of the cast members introduced each other but their was one girl who stood out the most to me her name is Zendaya a very well known actor obviously but she was beautiful although she was a little taller than me. I knew I shouldn't be thinking that after I expressed to myself and admitted that I loved y/n but I couldn't help it but for the next few days we all got to know each other.

A couple weeks after we started going through the script and practicing. Everyday Id get messages from y/n but Id just ignore then but then Harrison came to L.A and it was quite unexpected but he knew something was up and then I started being flirty with zendaya especially in interviews.

I actually started to like zendaya and I don't regret it she was funny and kind and we got along well but I wasn't planning on telling her just yet I was going to wait but I knew I had to talk to y/n sometime soon I didn't want to ruin our friendship after I left without saying goodbye to her.