Chapter 14

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Two Months Later


Y/n POV:

Two months passed already and I haven't talked to Tom but he's still with Zendaya. Me and Charlie have been together for 5 months now and he makes me really happy although there have been some arguments between us but we always fix things between each other.


 We're still filming Julie and the Phantoms and it's supposed to be released sometime soon this year but where not sure when. Ive gone over to the avengers set since I was friends with everyone and RDJ was mostly like a second father he acted like one two.


When I would go to their set I would usually just try to ignore Tom and it was pretty easy since Zendaya wouldn't let him be around me. It still hurt knowing that my Bestfriend ruined our friendship over a girl.


Today we would be practicing the dance for a song that me and Charlie decided to write for the show it was called perfect harmony. Kenny had someone record a demo of our song so we could practice the dance and then after we would record the song ourselves. I honestly enjoyed writing the song with him and I felt like the song explained two of the main characters relationship in the show.


For Christmas Charlie decided to go visit my family with me and I feel like they liked him pretty well, it seemed like he got along with everyone even with Tom but you could notice that Tom was annoyed by Charlie. I got up and changed quickly and went to set we weren't really spending time on set they rented out a certain public place for us to practice the dance. I decided to wear something comfortable since we would be dancing. (The outfit you wore will be below)

Once I arrived on set we all left with Kenny and on the way he told us what we would be doing today and what we would do once we were done practicing the dance technically we had an easy day

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Once I arrived on set we all left with Kenny and on the way he told us what we would be doing today and what we would do once we were done practicing the dance technically we had an easy day. But practicing the dance did take us quite a while because the choreographers would make changes in the dances.


Lately Charlie had been acting awkward or strange but I didn't really think anything about it and just decided to ignore it. Harrison was coming over today for dinner so once I got home I got everything prepared so when he got here everything was all done and we could just eat and then talk.


Harrisons POV:

Today I would be going over for dinner at y/n's apartment since Charlie wanted me to be a distraction while he went to go buy things to surprise y/n for her birthday. I spent most of the day with Tom since y/n would be practicing the dance for one of the songs she wrote with Charlie for the show and I really didn't want to bother her. Tom felt annoyed by seeing Charlie with y/n but he was with Z and he chose to stop talking to his own best friend over a girl. I feel like y/n had been doing better but she still cried over it once in a while. She spent a lot of her time in a studio recording music though.


A while after we came back from spending thanksgiving in London she got a record label and she would be  coming out with an album soon. Although I knew most of the songs were about Tom since she wrote before she met Charlie and you could just tell by the lyrics that those songs couldn't be about Charlie I mean they've only been together for 5 months.


Soon I arrived at y/n's house once she opened the door she was setting up the dining room and finishing up cooking. Once we ate dinner we went to the living room to watch tv and talk and I soon asked her about her album. "hey have you came up with any new songs for the album?" I asked her.


"Um actually no I finished the album I believe last week theres about 7 songs in the album so I thought that was enough for now" y/n said.


"Well that's great is it coming out soon or are you going to wait a while?" I asked her.


"Im actually going wait a while probably in a couple weeks the album will come out" y/n said she was happy whenever she talked about her music.


"Oh okay well I should head home Toms probably waiting for me wondering were I'm at ill see you on set tomorrow y/n" I said.


"Oh okay be safe call me when you get home" she said.


Y/n POV:

Once Harrison left I decided to play one of my songs on the piano I named it one day (All song credits g to the person who actually wrote it)

(Also its better to listen to the song while you read it so its better)


She stares at her ceiling once again, with a hundred thoughts. Maybe he knows who I am actually probably not.


She walks down the hall with her head down low scared to meet his eyes. Even when she hears his voice she's swarmed with butterflies.


Oh its impossible to get you off my mind, I think about a hundred thoughts and you are ninety nine, Ive understood that you will never be mine and that's fine I'm just breaking inside.


He always walks the crowded halls and is blinded by this light, a girl who keeps her head down low and never shows her eyes, he's tried to talk to her but theres no easy way cause every time he races his voice she runs away.


Oh its impossible to get you off my mind, I think about a hundred thoughts and you are ninety nine, Ive understood that you will never be mine and that's fine I'm just breaking inside.


And one day maybe she'll stay and start to head over his way and one day she'll look into his eyes and instead of breaking she'll call him mine.  One day he'll grab her by the waist and force them to be face to face and one day he'll look into her eyes and say that you're my only light.


Oh its impossible to get you off my mind I think about a hundred thoughts and you are ninety nine. Maybe theres a chance that you will be mine but right now Im just breaking inside.


While singing the song the only person I thought about was Tom and I accidentally said "God Tom why did you have to hurt me I loved you."


Not knowing that chili was listening to me singing outside the door before walking in to visit but instead went home wondering If I had feelings for Tom still or if I really did love him instead.


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