Two weeks later
Y/n POV:
Two weeks had passed since the incident and Tom hadn't talked to me yet, so I didn't talk to him either. I wanted to fix things between us I really did but every time I tried I couldn't and I was happy with Charlie we had been together for almost 2 months.
It still hurt me to see Tom with Zendaya but he was happy and so was I. Either way if I wasn't with Charlie when I told Tom how I felt things would still be the same him and Z had been together for a year already he was in love with her nothing would have changed.
It was November and thanksgiving was coming up soon so I would be going back home with haz and to my luck Tom would be going with us and our families were spending thanksgiving together so things would be a bit awkward. Our parents didn't know about what happened between us or that we weren't talking so it would be an eventful couple weeks.
At first I was looking forward to it because there was a chance that Tom and I would hangout with haz like we used to until haz told me that Tom invited Zendaya to go with us. I mean Im happy for them since she's spending time with his family but it still hurts me a little but I love Charlie and were both happy.
Anyways today we were going to the studio and then to set since we still had to finish recording the songs from the other day. I showered and then got ready I chose a simple outfit for the rest of the day and headed to set. (The outfit picture will be below)
Once I got to set I headed to the hair and makeup trailer where everyone was already at. When I walked in Charlie ran to give me a hug and kiss just like he does every morning when I get to set. Once we all got ready we headed to the filming locations to finish filming one of the episodes. At around 12pm we had lunch and I went to meet haz at a coffee shop.
Harrisons POV:
I had invited y/n the day before for lunch the next day and she agreed so right now Im waiting for her at the coffee shop I sent her the location of. We would be leaving on Friday afternoon to London so we could be with our families on thanksgiving but Tom and Zendaya were also going with us. Im pretty sure y/n didn't like that idea but she would get used to it either way she's happy with Charlie I mean he's a good guy and he treats her right.
Y/n arrived at the coffee shop at 12:20pm since the set was a bit far but after we ordered our drinks we just talked about what we would do during the time we would be spending in London. She seemed stressed out lately ever since she told Tom how she really felt. I didn't want to mention it or ask anything but I just wanted to make sure she was doing okay.
"Hey y/n are you doing okay?" I asked her.
"Oh um yeah Im fine Ive been doing better lately, why?" she said in a nervous tone she probably didn't want to talk about it.
"Well is just you know after what happened between you and Tom. I mean you guys haven't talked in weeks I know your not okay your hurting y/n" I said.
"Look if he wanted to talk to me he would have but now everything's different ever since I did that it feels like I lost my best friend. I told him because I knew nothing would change he was with Z and he's in love with her not me and Im with Charlie and he makes me happy. Things happen for a reason haz that's just life. Im okay I may not be perfect but I'll feel better sometime soon" she said pretty confident but there was still some pain in her voice.
"I get it but I just don't think he would throw away your friendship like that I mean you guys have bee friends for years ever since you were little" I said.
"I know I don't get it either haz but that's just life I guess" she said sadly.
I decided to talk about something else and after a wile she left since she had to go back to set and I decided to go to Toms apartment and visit since he wasn't working on filming today. When I arrived Tom was alone Z had been out working on set for some show. While I was there I decided to talk to him about what happened.
Toms POV:
After y/n told me how she felt I stopped talking to her it had been a couple weeks since the last time I talked to her and I felt bad I mean I stopped talking to my best friend. Mostly at first it hurt because I loved her before and she didn't know but I was with Z now I couldn't hurt her but lately Ive seen how happy Charlie makes y/n so its for the best that she found someone. Today haz came over and I was alone since Z was out filming some show.
"Hey mate" I said as I let haz inside my apartment.
"Hey I have a uh- um question its important and I need you to answer it honestly Tom" he said nervously.
"Yeah what's the question haz?" I said with a confused look on my face.
"Why did you stop talking to y/n after she told you how she felt" he said nervously.
"Um- well the truth is I loved her too but that was before I mean you knew that haz I always told you but the main reason I started going out with Zendaya was because I felt like nothing would ever happen between me and y/n so I though it was time to move on until y/n told me how she was in love with me for years but she was never the one I picked. It hurt me to see her cry because of me so I thought it was better if I distanced myself" I said sadly I mean that wasn't the whole reason but it was part of it.
"Tom I know that theres more to it so tell me" Haz said.
"Fine well Z found out about what happened because well I uh- told her and she told me that she didn't want me to see y/n anymore and I mean I want this relationship to work out so I did especially since y/n told me once to do anything fix my relationship so that's what Im doing but ill tell her soon I promise haz" I said with a nervous and sad tone.
After that he just said he understood and he helped me pack my bags for London since we would be leaving soon. I was quite nervous since I would be telling y/n why I stopped talking to her and I didn't know how she would react.
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