Deserve One More Chance ✔(Completed)

Why?

"Stop.... Please stop this...... I'm tired of it..... please", I yelled in anger. But in real I'm sad.

"Varun", Vishwa shouted.

"Vishwa......I'm sorry, but please don't involve in this. I want to end it", I yelled.

"Why?........ why you are not understanding me Varun?........ What's my mistake?" Divya asked with teary eyes. I didn't want to look into that eyes. They will weaken me. This time I have to finish this. 

Divya, Vishwa and I stood under the same Tulip tree, near the same bench where Divya and I last time discussed the same topic. I knew someday I had to stood again in the same situation. I don't want it again. 

"Because I don't want to understand", I yelled with cold voice. Divya was crying hard. Vishwa stood beside her with same sad eyes without tears.

"Why?" she yelled.

"Why?......... Why?....... How many times you ask this question?.............. I'm not loving you", I yelled glancing at her. 

"You know what........ I'm tired of this........... I tried lot........ I believed, one day you will understand me........ but no...... you are not even trying........", she said with pain filled tone. 

"Do you try to understand me ever?" I asked looking into her eyes.

"I did........ I tried", she yelled. "You never gave me a proper reason. Why you don't love me? Why you never tried to understand me? Did you give any reason ever?" she asked looking into my eyes.

How can I tell about Vishwa? How can I explain everything to Vishwa? He became a noble and sacrificed his love.

"Yes, I never gave any reason. I can't give any reason now also......... But, I will tell you why I never tried to understand you?...... Because, I have someone in my life", at-last I said. It's the time to clear everything.

"Chaitra right?" Divya asked and bowed her head and looking at ground. I looked at Vishwa, he also shocked like me.

"How do you know?" I asked very calmly.

"What are you thinking about me Varun? Am I dumm? or what?.......... That day when I first time met her, I saw in your eyes.......... the way you look at her........... its crystal clear, what you feel for her." she burst out into sobbing. She covered her eyes with her hands. I wanted to brush her tears. I don't like her tears. But I have no right to help her, because I'm the reason for all this. 

"I'm sorry Divya........... I have nothing more to say........ please try to understand me......... at-least try to forgive me", I said.

"All this because of her right?" she managed out of her gasps.

"No.... No.... she had noting to do with that........ he knew her since 3 or 4 months that's it", Vishwa answered. I knew he's angry on me, but still he never left my side. Even I'm reason for his pain. 

"You also know about that girl?" Divya turned at him. He nodded and bowed his head. My mobile buzzed in my pocket. I checked it. Call from Chaitra. I cut her call for first time. 'Call me whenever you are free' I got text from her. I slid my phone back to pocket. 

"One day you will stand in my position......... left with nothing other than pain......... that day...... that day...... you will understand me", she spatted and left with swollen teary eyes. 

I turned to other direction staring to sky. Her words were ringing in my ears. I broke her badly. I felt a hand on my shoulder. 

"I'm sorry Vishwa", I said. I didn't dare to look into his eyes.