There was no greeting. I would give anything to hear his voice even through a fucking robotic phone. I began to talk not sure what exactly I was saying. "Hunter. It's- it's Ava. I miss you. God I miss you. I-I- just wanted to let you know that- fuck- I don't know- I'm still here. And I- I- love you."
I don't bother to hang up. I let it record my crying before my phone slides to the floor and I fall to the floor.
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Hunters POV
A/n- Yay he's back. Sort of.
I listen to her voice crack and listened to her cry. Mother fucker. "You did this to her you fucking cunt." I growl at myself. I listened to it again and again until I made myself sick and vomited all over the floor. All emotions I had left with her. And for years I had been a shell.
Now that shell had just busted open and spilled everything out. She made me weak and vulnerable only in the way she could do. I slam the phone against the wall and pick up my gun. "Just do it." The demons in my head encouraged me to press it to my temple and curl my finger around the trigger.
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Avas POV
A/n- Please don't kill me
I woke up in my bed and seen Rose standing over me with a look that could make a grown man bawl. "Hey." Her voice was soft and her eyes were intense. "Hi." I whisper. "What happened?" I shook my head and sat up. "I don't want to talk about it."
Rose watches with sympathy and I drink the water by my bed. "We came as soon as you hung up on me. Your phone was on the floor and you fell asleep on the couch." I get out of bed and look at my reflection in the mirror. I cringe at my matted hair and puffy face.
"It was a bad night. I don't want to talk about it." Rose stood and frowns at me. "You were doing so well. What happen?" This question sends me over the edge. I slam the vase of artificial flowers to the floor. Crystal shatters across the wood floor and Kristen comes busting though the door.
"I told you I don't want to fucking talk about it." I shout. Rose runs her hands over her face. "Ava-"
Kristen reaches for me but I dodge her and point towards the door. "Get out." I choke. They stare at me as if they didn't know who I was. "Get the fuck out!" I scream.
They scramble towards the door and I walk over to the bed and curl up underneath the covers. All the progress I had made these first three years didn't mean shit. I was right back to square one.
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The Secrets I wished I Knew
RomantikAva knew Hunter would leave her to go after his father. It was only just a matter of time. Now she fights depression and has good and bad days. She goes through highs and lows. When she thinks she's doing good he will somehow pop up in her life and...
