The fact that he had gone missing had my head spinning. I pulled into the drive way of his old house. I sat there staring until Lillian came out and looked at me confused. "What are you doing here?" She asked me. "Have you heard from him?" I blurted. She shook her head and disappointment surged in my body.
She backed away from the car and I pulled out not bothering with an explanation. I had no idea where I was going now. To find him? But where would I go? I knew I could go and try. I could drop the life I had now just to see him. My foot pressed a bit harder on the pedal.
I would need to go alone obviously. I could bring Camille. I shook the through out of my head as I pulled up to our apartment building. I would have to leave my phone. I wouldn't say goodbye as harsh as it sounds. Goodbyes usually meant no coming back.
And that wasn't my plan. I was going to come back with him. I would need a bag of clothes, money, food, a passport, and an alibi. I needed something to keep the media and my family at bay. Easy. "Staying at Camille's for a few months. Sorry but it's been rough and she helps. Don't call or text."
Not very helpful but it will keep them off my back. I hurried to my room thankful that today was a day off and opened the bag I used to move into his place. Hunters. My throat didn't constrict. My breathing stayed steady and hope surged through me. I could think his name, hell I could even say it. "Hunter." I whispered experimentally.
I giggle and continue packing. I ran to the back of my closet and grabbed the gun he left behind and the packs of bullets. I packed the knife and smashed my cell phone against the wall. They didn't have Camille's number they didn't even know who she was mostly.
Taking a breath spun my hair into a mop in the top of my head and shoved it under a old military hat. I wore a pair of old frayed jeans and a tight white tank top. Taking one last look at the life I had now I considered, did I really want to do this?
I left my keys on the table and answered my question. Yes yes I did want to do this.
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The Secrets I wished I Knew
عاطفيةAva knew Hunter would leave her to go after his father. It was only just a matter of time. Now she fights depression and has good and bad days. She goes through highs and lows. When she thinks she's doing good he will somehow pop up in her life and...