stockholm syndrome // h.s

thirteen.

*HARRYS Point of View* (finally)

I cautiously slid my limbs away from Jackie's motionless body, picking her up from the motel floor and placing her tenderly back in the bed. Fighting the strongest urge to kiss her pouty
lips as hard as I possibly can, but fearing that may be a bit wrong, very wrong actually.

As much as I hate to say it, last night made me question everything. Who knew just merely being in someone's arms could make you feel so strongly about them? It felt like some one actually cared for once, hah, who am I kidding? Jackie doesn't care.

I massaged the temples on forehead multiple times in order to wake myself up further and hopefully to rid myself of memories of last nights event.

I grabbed my phone up from the bedside table, as I was glancing at the front screen before unlocking it I noticed something,

it's my birthday.

I stood there a moment longer just staring, staring at the date on my phone screen.

Feb, 1st, 2014.

I'm officially 19 years old, and no one even cares.

Well Harry, might as well celebrate, get your mind off that bitch that's fucking with your heart, right?

***
"Cheers, to the birthday boy!!!" All the men at the bar shouted in unison, clinking there tall classes of alcohol together, swallowing the drink down in mere seconds.

I picked up the glass of alcohol sitting in front of me on the bar, tempted to swallow it down, but too afraid that the tender would say something because by this point he probably realized that I'm underage.

"Aren't you going to drink to this fine occasion curly boy?!" The man sitting adjacent to me at the bar pestered me, motioning toward my drink.

"I want too, but I don't really want to get arrested on my birthday" I nervously chuckled, flicking a stray curl away from my forehead.

"Hell, I just got the whole bar to drink in your honor! Didn't you tell me that you wanted to celebrate, and get your mind off things?" The man pestered me further.

"This wasn't really what I had in mind" I smirked, picking up the tall glass of alcohol once again and setting it back down for emphasis.

"Well damn what did you have in mind then?" the middle aged man leaned in closer, looking for answers it seemed like.

"i just wanted a birthday shag but I figured the strip club wouldn't be open at 9am, so I saw this place and thought maybe I could find a winner" I smirked.

It's been way to long since I've been properly fucked, Heaven knows Jackie won't. Not that I want her too...

What am I saying of course I fucking do I've never wanted a person so badly in my entire life. Fuck, I'm in too deep. Why does she have to be so fucking perfect and sweet and pure all the time.

The man immediately slung an arm over my shoulders, ruffling my curls as he did so.

"Damn boy! Why didn't you just say so? My girl Dixie will do it free of charge for the birthday boy!" The man was all smiles, he almost looked excited for me.

"You're gonna let me fuck your girlfriend?" I glanced up at him dumbfounded.

"Well sure!" He replied, as if what he was implying was something completely acceptable.

"No, I would never-

"Dixie, get your ass up here" the man shouted through out the bar towards no one in particular, not even giving me a chance to finish my sentence.

A few moments of silence passed when out of no where a particularly slim, tall, and surprisingly attractive young girl walked up to the man beside me, making a slightly disgusted face when he reached out for her waist.

"What do you want Bucky" she huffed an a annoyed tone, pushing Bucky away once again when he reached for her.

"Now sugar that's no way to treat me" Bucky pouted, pretending to wipe an imaginary tear from his face.

"No really, what do you want" the young girl repeated, attempting to walk away after Bucky yet again reached for her torso.

Something tells me this girl isn't into Bucky as much as he makes it out to be.

"See my new friend over here?" Bucky motioned towards me.

The girl looked my way for the first time, smiling genuinely as I barely waved at her.

"It's his birthday and I was wondering if you would-

"Of course" she cooed, pushing a strand of her jet black hair away from her face, it was clear she knew what he meant.

"Alright then it's settled!, but baby don't forget that after this your ass is mine" Bucky exclaimed, smacking the young girls butt as she was turning towards me, which resulted in her body being practically thrown on me.

"So what's your name birthday boy" the young girl stood closely in front of me, taking one of my stray curls between her long fingers and twirling it around softly.

"I don't want to get to know you sweetie I want to fuck you" I stated bluntly, wanting nothing more than for this girl to take my mind away from Jackie, who is probably going to be super fucking confused when she wakes up and I'm gone.

"Okay okay, what are you waiting for?" and with that the young girl trotted off to the exit door of the bar, begging me with her eyes to follow her.

I practically ran towards her grabbing her by the wrist, pulling her towards the van that was sitting in the front parking lot.

When we reached the van I twisted open the back door, turning my body to where her back side was facing the vans interior.

I immediately pressed my hungry lips to hers, slowly leaning her back down on the mattress as the meaningless kiss furthered.

I wanted so much to feel the same thing I felt when I kissed Jackie the first time, but I couldn't find it in this random slut, no matter how hard I tried to as we continued the kiss. Either way it was still pleasure and I was up for it.

Silent gasps started escaping her lips almost immediately as I began grinding my hips harshly on her body underneath me.

My eyes suddenly closed involuntarily tightly as I continued making friction between our lower parts

"jackie" I moaned out breathlessly as my hard on pressed tightly against her body, her mouth detached from mine immediately.

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(a.n: damn harry has no chill am I right? so yay for some harry point of view haha!! But yOU GUyS1!1!1!1!11!1 I CANT EVEN BEGIN TO THANKYOU ENOUGH FOR OVER 10k READS LIKE WHAT THE fuxksjdnsnjsJSNSN, also sorry for not updating in ages but I promise ill be updating more often. AS ALWAYS GIVE ME FEEDBACK AND YEAH MUCH LOVE XX.)