Hagakureon Oneshots

gone (alternate ending)

T/W SUICIDE

Hiro had never seen any of his friends cry like they did. In fact he had never seen Oohwada cry before then. Of course it was just a few tears. But others like Makoto, Asahina and Sayaka were full on sobbing. And Ishimaru had practically collapsed to the floor weeping.

"H-he was our friend!" He cried. "How could we have done this to him?!"

Hiro was in too much pain to cry. And that was the worst part. All he could do was leave his grieving friends behind and lock himself in his dorm and sit by himself. In a suffocating silence that made his eardrums want to explode.

He pulled out his phone and unlocked it. His wallpaper was a panorama of all of them huddled together smiling. Happy, celebrating their second year at hopes peak academy. And in the far right corner was a shining redhead with the biggest, most genuine seeming fake smile he had ever seen. He looked happy, he wasn't he was miserable.

At least he's not anymore.

If only they had just watched what they said to him. If only they had just listened to him.

"Hey Leon!" Hiro called.
*thwap* he smacked the back of the other's head. Leon groaned and covered the spot where he was hit.
Hiro and Mondo stifled laughs as he turned to face them.

"Please, stop. Seriously." He asked, already knowing his attempt was in vein. The two laughed again.

"Whatever man." Hiro sneered and continued on his way with Ohwada. The two laughing. Mocking him. He could hear them making fun if him even from across the hall.

Maybe he would still be here...

Maybe they wouldn't have lost him...

Maybe he wouldn't have taken his own life...

A tear rolled down his face. He hadn't even realized he was crying as he stared at the picture, or more specifically, Leon.

He won't be able to celebrate his third year at hopes peak. He wouldn't be able to celebrate graduating with everyone. Not anymore.

Hiro had rolled over and was now sobbing into his pillow. He missed Leon so damn much! And it was his fault he was gone. He punched the pillow as he screamed another sob into it.

"I'm sorry!" He screamed into the pillow again.

Hours went by and all Hagakure continued to do was weep over the loss of his friend. Everything about him was just amazing. His laugh, his smile and the energy he brought with him wherever he went.

Hiro never got the opportunity to tell him how he felt...

Finally, after what felt like forever. He couldn't bring himself to cry anymore and just sat in silence. His window was open and showed the dark blue night sky speckled with stars.

One of them is Leon...

A cold breeze drifted into the room and enveloped him in chills. It was completely silent except for the sound of the wind rustling the leaves outside. It was a beautiful night, but there was no way he could enjoy it anymore. There was no way he could enjoy anything anymore.

Not without him...

A/n literally the first time actual tears rolled down my face while writing damn.