When I had my head dumped in water, I dreamt of falling from the terrace. Watching the ceiling as I fell deeper and deeper onto the ground. The pain oozed out from my body as I fell. It is one of the fantasies I have when I have to release my pain
I have another one. It involves me piercing through my skin and bleeding out dry. Wreaking through all the walls, the furniture. Screaming through the closed room as though my lungs were on fire. It helps release the pain. I tried cutting my hand once just to see what the noise was about. Three tinny cuts on my hand. Two on my fingers, one on my palm. I sucked on the blood when the scars were bleeding. There was no coppery taste in my blood. It tasted like sweet poison. When I watch movies or read books, I blend reality I imagine that I am them. walking towards eternally glory, having people who love me to point when they and I are the same.
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The Answer Is Within these Walls
Mystery / ThrillerThe Anand Joshi family always known to be quite the feminists and most open-minded their society has never known. A regular family with a senior doctor and an average engineer. Not rich enough to pay any ransom, not poor enough to have mixed with an...
