I'm here for you

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Olivia's POV

After coming back to my senses, I pushed him away and flicked his forehead.

"Ow! What was that for?" he asked.

"wHaT WaS tHAt fOr? What do you think, dumbass, you just kissed me!"

"I didn't know what to say and I thought that you wou-

"Kiss you back? What is this, a fanfic? You have five seconds to explain before I go sicko mode on your ass,"

"I have feelings for you, Olivia," he said straightforwardly. For a second, my anger was replaced with confusion and shock.

Then it came back.

"YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND," I began to panic in realisation. "Holy shit, I can't stand Madison, but she sure as hell doesn't deserve to be cheated on, nobody does,"

"Olivia, calm down,"

"Si me dices que me calme de nuevo te meteré en una bolsa para cadáveres, pedazo de mierda tramposo, ¿qué tipo de gilipollas engaña a alguien? No entiendo como puedes ser tan basura,"

"SINCE WHEN COULD YOU SPEAK SPANISH?" Noah wailed in confusion.

"SINCE WHEN WERE YOU A CHEATER?" I fired back.

"I DIDN'T CHEAT," He blurted out creating a couple seconds of silence.

"What do you mean? Madison's your girlfriend though, did you guys break up?" I asked in confusion.

"We were never together," Noah sighed. I sat there and stared at him, completely taken aback for 2 minutes straight.

"Explain. Now,"

"Me and Madison were in a fake relationship, it was something that we were in the talks with to promote her music before me and you met, but the contract was already signed and I couldn't get out of it when I started liking you,"

"If that's true, than why was she so overprotective whenever you spoke to me?"

"That's because she actually caught feelings for me and wanted us to be a real couple, but I didn't feel the same way, and the contract expired so we're not together anymore,"

"And the reason why you spent the whole day out after dropping her off when the airport isn't even that far of a drive?" I challenged him.

"I needed to take the whole day out to myself so I could think about how I should go about talking to you, I like you a lot, Olivia, and the rift that's formed between us makes me really upset,"

"You let that happen, Noah, I tried to carry this whole friendship on my back and you gave me NOTHING to work with,"

"I just- I didn't know what do," he tried to reason with me.

"Now I don't know what to do," I sighed in frustration. It was quiet for a moment before he took my hand and looked deeply into my eyes.

"I care about you, Olivia, you're my best friend and the most incredible person I've ever met, I just want you to be mine, that's it," he tilted my chin up towards him. For a second, I faltered but then stood up.

"I need to go and say goodbye to Vinnie, he was just getting ready to leave," I stood up, and made my way to the door.

"Is it because of him?" he asked and I turned around to see Noah's look of disappointment.

"What do you mean?"

"Don't play dumb, Liv, it's obvious to anyone with half a brain cell that you guys have feelings for each other," I stood there for a second and thought about what he said.

Did I like Vinnie?

It was something hat I had never necessarily thought about before. Of course I found him attractive, who wouldn't? We always had fun together, he's always treated me with the upmost respect and in the span of a couple of weeks has made me feel more special than my ex boyfriend ever did in two years. Whenever I was around him, problems just seemed to melt away and just thinking of him made me feel warm inside.

"I don't have feelings for anyone, Noah, getting hurt is something I cannot risk or afford right now, I have a career to think about, you need to understand that,"

"Listen, I get that you're scared because of what happened with your ex, but that doesn't mean it will happen again, Vinnie's a good guy, and it's clear that he's a crazy about you,"

"I just-

"All you need to do is give him a chance, I really do have a crush on you, but your happiness means everything to me, and Vinnie makes you happy, the way you glow around him is so beautiful but painful for me to watch at the same time, you both deserve love, don't mess it up like I did because of fear," Noah earnestly pleaded with me. I looked at his desperate facial expression and realized that he was right.

"Okay, I'll give it a go but I'm JUST telling him how I feel, I don't want to get in a relationship just before I leave,"

"YES, go get him, Liv," Noah pulled me in for a hug in which I returned eagerly before running back to my bedroom to go and tell Vinnie how I felt about him.

"VINNIE, I HAVE SOMETHING TO TELL YO-

I cut myself off after quickly realising that he wasn't there. He wasn't in the bathroom, or the recording studio, so where did he go? His suitcase that he had packed was gone as well.

"Vinnie?" I whispered into the empty room. He must've gone downstairs to say goodbye right?

But when I ran down to the kitchen, all I saw was Bryce and Blake talking and having a glass of water at the kitchen island.

"Have you guys seen Vinnie?" I frantically asked.

"No, he left a little under ten minutes ago, he seemed to be in a bit of a hurry as well," Bryce answered.

"Is everything okay, Liv? You look a little bit out of it," Blake touched my shoulder in concern. 

"I'm fine, thanks anyways guys, I'm going to bed now, big day tomorrow," I plastered a fake smile on my face before giving them each a hug and going back upstairs. 

"Goodnight, Liv," They replied in unison. When I got back into my room, it felt empty and cold without that stupid six foot tall weeb sitting on the edge of it or filming a thirst trap. I already missed him and was super confused as to why he left without even saying goodbye. Maybe he was in a rush and needed to get back to the gaming house as soon as possible?

"Might as well call him, can't sleep anyways," i said to myself out loud. 

"Hello?" I heard Vinnie's voice through the speaker phone and sighed in relief. 

"Vinnie? Oh my gosh are you okay? Why did you leave without saying goodbye, I really wanted to talk to yo-

"Just kidding, this is a voicemail, leave me a message after the bleep, actually don't do that, you would literally be able to reach me by telegram before you would in a voicemail lmao, who checks that typa shit? Mom if that is you, I'm so sorry, please don't kill me, beeeeeeep,"

"I'm gonna kill him the next time we see each other," I muttered then laid down in my bed exasperated, and slowly drifted off to sleep. 

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