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"A celebrity couldn't possibly be upset because they literally have the perfect life,"

"She is so bratty, she literally is a millionaire yet she's complaining about having "anxiety" she is such an attention seeker,"

"Celebrities shouldn't be mad about the "struggles" of being a public figure, like they literally signed up for it,"


Jack found an old tape. He was curious of what was in it so he decided that he would listen to it with his friends.

"Hey, um, it's me again. It's probably predictable that I would talk here about my issues that aren't even that bad compared to people. Let's start off by how my day went. Well how did my day go? Horrible as usual. Nothing has changed, has it?"

"Everyday i feel the same way and i can't seem to brush it off. I want to talk about my struggles to people but I can't. It feels wrong to complain about life to people. I have an amazing life, i'm rich, i have a loving family, i have a boyfriend, i have wonderful friends, it feels wrong to be sad when i have a life like that,"

"People have it worse than me, why should I be complaining?"

"I only realized not too long ago that no matter how much money or love you have, sometimes you just have a shitty day, or two, or three, or the whole month,"

"I just want to make people happy yet it seems like i could never do that. Everyone seems happier when i don't speak, maybe because all i do is bring them down by my sad attitude,"

"Being a celebrity isn't easy, people always say "it's what you signed up for, don't bitch about it" and I just wanted to say that, that's not true."

"This is not what I signed up for, I just wanted to sing, to perform in front of people, to sing along with people who know my songs, to dance around on stage, that's all I've ever wanted. I didn't realize back then that this will be my life,"

"I don't like having bodyguards around me whenever I go out in public, I don't want private things to go out in public, I just want to hang out with my friends at a coffee shop without people secretly taking pictures of me,"

"I just want to have a movie night with everyone I love and keep on talking and hugging them for the rest of my life, but that will get me nowhere. It's not like they want that either,"

"People see famous people as nothing more than someone to entertain them, people think we're inhuman and can just take any word that is thrown onto us. But the truth is we're human, we have feelings. It's weird, isn't it? They way people assume things about you just because of one article they saw, or just someone told them a crazy lie,"

"It kinda makes me giggle a bit how people assume how I act from the information they have of me on the internet which half of them aren't even true. People know one thing about you and they just assume that you're a bad person,"

"The fact that they know almost nothing about me yet have the audacity to talk shit to people about me. It makes me smile how oblivious people are, just falling for everything on the internet. How they care more about other people's life then they do theirs,"

"It always feels like I have to smile in front of people, never let my guard down and always be happy. Being happy is the one thing that i'lI have to keep doing or else other people in my life will be upset too and that's not what i want,"

"Sometimes I wonder if i chose the right career, sometimes i wonder if i chose the right life for me,  and sometimes I wonder what it's like to just be a normal girl in her early twenties,"

"But in reality I could never experience something like that, even if i stop singing for people, that doesn't mean that my life would be normal, it's just the same except the music part,"

"Life is hard. There are times where you just can't win and have to live on with that fact, Life can be tough but at the end of the day all those people that talked shit about me, or anyone for that matter, are just gonna live a shitty life,"

"They may have succesfully made me feel worthless but karma will bite them in their ass. I cared about the words they told me before but not now, no more of that bullshit. If they want to hate, then so be it. They're the ones wasting their life on telling other people how to live theirs, and that's none of my business,"

"Talking to a phone and recording this somehow made me feel like someone actually cared enough to listen to my whole rant. This actually made me feel better and happier. I guess my father was like, saying how you feel out loud does help ease the pain. Even if its just a little bit. I'm gonna make a promise that from now on, i will try my best to make other people happy! Who knows? Maybe my life wouldn't last that long, so I better make the most of it while i'm still young,"

"Thank you for listening, Elsa," She giggled before ending the tape.

"Wow," Jack said after a long silence as he wiped his tears.

"I never knew she felt like this before," Anna muttered, tears were falling down her face.

"At least she kept her promise," Jack smiled.

"She'll never be forgotten," Jack said softly as his hand traced the tape.

Elsa. A singer who's life was too short. She spent her childhood performing at broadway shows, making music for people, making people smile that somewhere along that line she started to lose herself anf fell into a deep state of mind that made her rethink everything.

But in the end, she went back to who she used to be. An innocent soul who just wanted to make everyone happy, but this time she made sure she herself was happy. She spent the last of her years performing, making people smile, donating to charities, spending time with her loved ones, and working on her mental health.

Sadly she passed away in her sleep. God decided that he wanted her back home, to be reunited with her father once more. She was the light that was shining brightly in this dark and cruel world. She helped so many people smile and be happy, she deserves her rest.

Even the happiest people have bad times in their life. You, me, and every other person in this world. Don't think that it's wrong for you to feel sad despite having a good home, a good family, good friends, sometimes you just feel sad and that's okay.

Just know that there are always people that would be there for you no matter what <3

"Rest in peace, snowflake. I love you,"

A/N

Whoa, okay lets take a step back real quick. I know this story isn't really about jelsa, which i am sorry about. I just wanted to make a "sad" type of chapter for once, well i make a lot of sad things but you get the idea.

Basically its about how singers, youtubers, actors, and celebrities in general feel most of the time, well i can't speak for all of them. Some celebrities get so much hate or just so much pressure that they feel suicidal, very depressed, or have major anxiety issues and its kind of upsetting to see how much they actually go through. For example Ariana grande, Selena gomez, and many others.

I know this is just me ranting about all of this lol, the things i go through aren't even half as bad as these people. It's just so sad seeing so many people giving hate to people who they barely even know. Words can hurt just as much as a knife being jammed into your heart. Mental health and physical health are both very important. Your physical health can impact your mental health and vice versa.

Be careful in what you say, cause sometimes to you it seems like a harmless joke, but to others it can be very hurtful. And if you are dealing with things, just know that you are never alone. Things will get better.

I know this is like out of nowhere lol, y'all probably expecting a jelsa moment not this. But i dont know why i've just been thinking about all of this so suddenly. Writting is kind of like a way to express how you feel, which is why i love writing so much. Even though my writing sucks lol.

This is getting too long, hope you have a good day!

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