i felt kind of left out for the rest of the day. the boys danced for a while and i just watched them while sitting at the side. sam threw me my phone as well so i started going through that for ages. i was currently sat in the corner on the matts. i could feel myself falling asleep as time went by.
"mitch, wake up" i heard sam say whilst shaking me. i must of drifted off after all "lets go home" he said when i opened my eyes. i went to stand up but i was still half asleep so it was kind of difficult. "let me take him" i heard ash say.
i was lifted off the floor and i didnt bother to keep my eyes open after that. "hes so lazy" sam sighed "hes only just got out of hospital, give him a break will you" i heard ash laugh. it was suddenly cold and i flinched slightly whilst trying to move closer to ash "shit, i forgot his jacket" sam cursed "hes fine" ash said. i forced myself up then and pushed away from ash "you ok mitch" ash asked whilst setting me on my feet "yeah" i mumbled and rubbed my eyes. "come on, get in" sam said opening the car door for me. i got in and then the door was shut "hes really out of it, you better look after him" ash said to sam "hes my brother, im not going to let him down" sam said then there was quiet. i looked out the window and ash was whispering to sam whilst he nodded.
i banged on the window then ash smiled before walking back into the studio. sam come around and got in the car after that. ""what was that about" i asked "dont worry about it" he said and started he car "sam, tell me" i said "mitch be quiet" sam sighed.
i went quiet then and ignored sam. when he pulled outside the house i jumped out and ran in the house "Mitchell" sam called after me. i ran up the stairs and slammed the door "why so angry" i heard a voice say then another giggle. i turned around and ellie was sat on sams bed while kim sat on mine "dont want to talk about it" i grumbled and lay down on my bed. kim threw her legs over me then started to massage my back. "that feels good" i moaned quietly. kim giggled then the door opened "mitch can we talk please" sam sighed "just leave it sam" i grumbled "ellie can you take kim out please, dad want to lock up and he cant with her still here" sam growled "ok, come on kim" ellie smiled. "see you tomorrow ok" kim whispered in my ear and kissed my head "dont go" i mumbled holding her arm "ill see you tomorrow"she giggled and pulled away.
the door shut and then i was pulled off the bed "sam dont" i grumbled and sat on my bed. "your confusing me mitch, one day you like her and the next you dont" sam started "it wasnt about that sam" i yelled "then whats it about" he said rather sharply "its the constant whispering and treating me like im five, ive lost my memory not my mind" i yelled "thats what makes ash think your not capable to come on tour" he yelled then went silent. he looked really guilty after that "why couldn't he tell me that" i mumbled suddenly feeling worthless. sam took a deep breath before answering me "at he end of the day, you cant dance and what use is a dancer that cant dance" sam muttered "im sorry ok, i wish i could remember" i sighed "no no, dont be sorry, this is none of your fault" sam said sternly "sam, im the one that cant dance" i said "i said i would help with that ok and i will, head up little brother, im not going on tour without my little brother and im sure pel would say the same" sam smiled and took my cap "ok" i said forcing a laugh.
we both crashed after that and surprisingly i was really tired.
i was rudely woken up in the morning by sams and dads voice yelling again. "guys shut up"i grumbled and curled up in a ball with my blankets "no Mitchell, get up right now" dad said removing the blanket from my body "why"i wined "because your not five, its half ten and there are chores to be done" he said. "whats a chore" i mumbled sitting up "some kind of cleaning or tidying job"sam said from his freshly made bed. his side of the room was actually tidy and mine was just a tip.
"you can start by cleaning this room" dad said then left the room "how can you not know what a chore is" sam chuckled "i dont know, some words dont make sense to me" i said and went to get showered.
