chapter 19

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"Mitchell get your lazy ass up" sam yelled throw pillows at me. I groaned and hid my face from him "mitch its already one and ash is stressed enough so being late is going to piss him off now get up" he yelled yanking me off the bed.

"Sam go away" i said kicking him away from me, he sighed then walked out the bedroom then the apartment door slammed. I got dressed then ate some food before driving to the studio. The car park was packed today so obviously it was full rehearsal. Ash is going to blow when he sees me. I walked in and dani tutted "how stressed is he and how bad am i going to get it" i sighed "really stressed and your going to wish you didnt turn up at all" she mumbled doing some work.

I tiptoed into the studio and ash was in the middle with the bodecias whilst everbody else sat around or stood up waiting for thier go. Ash was definitely in game mode today.

I spotted perri then quickly sat next to him on the rolled up matt. "I see you made it" he whispered "i was tired" i shrugged shrugging my jacket off. The song finished then ash looked around the room. His eyes landed on me then he beckoned me over. I stood up and slowly walked into the middle of the room next to him.

"Can you tell the time" he asked "yeah" i said confused "then why wasnt you here at seven like everbody else here" he asked "i was tired" i said "dont you think everbody else is" he said getting angry "ash ive done everything you asked, im tired" i said trying to defend myself "no excuse mitchell, your in or your not, the boys did thier part all morning and yet they are still here to continue" ash yelled "well im not the boys am i ash" i yelled back "no your not as grateful" he yelled "im grateful for everything ash, im grateful that i can be stood here right now,  you cant say im jot grateful when im so god damn grateful to be alive today" i screamed "Mitchell your a dancer, dancers work to be the best they can be and there is no excuse, some of these lot travelled hours just to be here today, you travel ten minutes tops" he yelled "you told me that a dancers health is more important" i said "it is but laziness is nothing to do with health" ash yelled.

"Ash im tired ok, i feel weak and sick, i choke down my food and i havent slept tidy in days, my muscles are killing me and im just not as strong as before" i yelled getting upset "well maybe your just not meant to dance then" he said blankly "maybe you was suppose to fall and stop dancing" he said kind of harshly.

"Ashley" dani scolded from the corner "no mom, he needs to hear it" ash hissed "ash your not being fare mate" jordan piped up "everybody is treated equally here, no special treatment" ash said sternly "i dont want special treatment, there isnt a thing i wouldn't give to be as normal as before" i spoke "there is nothing wrong with you Mitchell, you just have a problem with everything, your mom and dad domt come here anymore because you come here and your not om good terms with your dad, ellie doesnt come to classes because she feels guilty that she can dance freely whilst you struggle, everbody is careful around you and you push them away" ash said "ash your taking this too far, he was tired and we coped fine" perri started "no we had to replace him again" ash yelled.

"Then do it, replace me" i mumbled "speak up mitchell" ash snapped "replace me then, get somebody else because i clearly cant take it" i yelled "mitch you can do it, ash stop" sky said walking over "maybe i will replace you" ash said coldly.

"Ash hes not fully recovered yet" sam yelled finally butting in and putting and arm around me "sam im fine" i said "maybe i shouldn't be doing this, im clearly not part of this anymore when i cant remember any of it, im just tired and i need to sleep and concentrate on making sure i dont kill myself" i said walking back over to my jacket.

"If you walk now, then your done mitch, diversity will just be down another member" ash wanred "you haven't exactly made me want to stay have you" i said clearly."looks like diversity will be down two members" perri said getting up "who else is going to leave perri" ash sighed "i will, im going with mitch" he said walking over to me "perri sit down now" ash said "pel its fine, i never belonged anyway"i shrugged "hey, blood or not, your my bro and brothers srick together right" he smiled. Sam looked down and i knew he felt bad "ill go too" he finally said "dont be idiots now, we got a tour to go on" ash said practically having a melt down "bros stick together" sam said clearly.

Warrwn soon stood up and walked over to me like sam and perri "bros stick together" he repeated and slung his arm around me "bros always stick together" ike smiled walking over with terry.

I smiled slightly then jordan stood up "i dont know about you but, they are my brothers standing right there" jordan said and walked over "jordan your my brother,  sit back down" ash hissed "no, i know whats right and diversity wont be the same without mitch, hes our dancing dwarf and angry pidgin" jordan grinned.

"Fine go all of you go, you will be back" ash yelled.

And so we did. Just like that we all left the studio without a word.


Hey guys, just a filler chapter.
Most people already hate me for this chapter :( sorry.
Do you think ash took it too far?

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