The Bad Boy, My Best Friend and Me (PAUSED)

Chapter Ten

Alec’s POV:

My lips still felt the touch of Jazz’s lips as I made my way back to the cafeteria. She was such an amazing kisser; it got me craving more. I sat back down where I was sitting to see that nothing had really changed. Jake was still on his phone and Nathan was still stuffing his face.

“Hey mate where did you go?” Nathan asked after he’d swallowed.

“Just a little negotiation with Jazz, that’s all,” I smirked.

“Huh. Okay,” he said with a shrug before returning back to his food.

I rolled my eyes. God he was such a pig.

I caught Jazz’s eye from across the cafeteria and I saw her wave while batting her eyelashes. It reminded me so much of Keira. But on Jazz it didn’t seem desperate or slutty at all.

I waved back winking as I did it. Seriously, I couldn’t help but flirt with her.

The bell went giving me a headache as it did. Great I had stupid fucking Geography. This school got on my nerves and the lessons dragged on in a bore.

I slung my bag over my shoulder and walked out of the cafeteria. Honestly, I couldn’t be bothered to go to my class and I was so tempted to ditch. Of course the temptation took over and before I knew it I was walking towards the back of the school where I knew the teachers wouldn’t go.

I walked to the back of the school near the parking lot, the wind blowing slightly. Thankfully no-one was there and so I could get high in peace. I leaned up against the wall as I lit a cigarette. I inhaled deeply absorbing all the smoke. I blew out creating a ‘O’ shape in the air. A cigarette always helped me feel calm, it cleared my mind and it made me not give a shit.

I inhaled again, starting to feel calm. I couldn’t stop thinking about that kiss with Jazz. For some reason, I felt guilty about it. I mean, Jazz is Lea’s best friend and I had no idea how she would react. But if she finds out I should probably move to Australia just in case.

Lea. Why couldn’t I stop thinking about her? Even kissing Jazz all I could think about was Lea. She always entered my mind one way or another. What was it about that girl? She was gorgeous there was no denying it. And there was a spark in her that couldn’t be explained.

But she didn’t care for me at all. She thought I was a user that only wanted one thing from girls and that was sex. But she didn’t know the full story and so she had no right to say that. Though, in ways she was true. And maybe it was time a changed that.

No. What am I saying? One girl shouldn’t change who I am. If she doesn’t like me then she can fuck off. I don’t tolerate girls who think they know me and call me names. I’ll just ignore her and maybe then she’ll fuck off.

But why did the thought of that make me sad?

I heard footsteps and in seconds I had dropped my cigarette and hid behind a nearby car. I cursed when I saw it was our Headmaster Bracewell. I’d already been sent to his office a couple of times and he said the next time I do I’ll be suspended. I actually didn’t care whether I got suspended or even expelled it was my mum that cared. I knew that if I did get suspended or expelled she’d kill me.