𝐁𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐧 || 𝐌.𝐀𝐭𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐮

Lily||[M.Atsumu Ending]

Atsumu P.O.V.

Why are you fading? Why? Why couldn't I protect you again? My feet ran towards the hospital where Y/n was admitted, I could feel my leg muscles tearing itself apart. Again, you're dying again, why is our fate like this. What have I done in my past life for this to happen. I just want to see you breathing, even when we don't end up together. Why do we keep on breaking the promises we kept. Why can't we control the red string of fate. Why can't I have you. I stumbled nearly tripping on the cracked pavement. I ripped of my scarf as it was strangling me, I just noticed that this was the scarf I gave Y/n.

"She knew." I realised it Y/n truly knew about her dying. She knew she would die to keep the promise. She knew that it was the safest way to execute the plan without anyone else dying. She could've asked for my help, but I was futile. I crouched down the floor and cried, I couldn't handle the pain that was inside me. It started raining out of nowhere, it always rains on the worst days, I didn't stand up yet, I couldn't.

"Y/n wouldn't want to see you like this." It was Kita-san's voice, he held out an umbrella shielding me from the rain. Come to think of it Y/n and Kita-san were like the two people to take care of us, the ones who stopped the chaos in the early mornings. Kita-san was always similar to Y/n, they were both gentle and caring, they were the two who always took care of me and 'Samu, they were like the parents to be exact.

"I know what happened Atsumu, Y/n wouldn't want to see you in this state." Kita-san slightly bent down in my level sharing his umbrella with me. I took notice that he held a white plastic bag containing some foods in it. He patted my head and let out a sigh. A look of disappointment washed over his face, I knew what Kita-san was so disappointed about.

"Y/n wouldn't be always be there to take care of you." My eyes widened of what he said, the tears stopped streaming, I looked up at him in bewilderment. Kita-san made it sound like Y/n was gone. But when I saw his eyes it gave me hope, a glimmer of hope telling me it'll be fine. Her name was repeated around my head, my inner voice screamed her name. My hands longed for her touch, her missing warmth leaving me cold.

"Have my umbrella Atsumu, walk to the hospital not run." Kita-san handed me his umbrella, I could see his clothes slightly getting wet. I licked my lips noticing how dry it became, my eyes looked towards the path I had to walk to.
"See ya." Kita-san bid his goodbye and I bid mine too, he flashed me a hopeful smile. I took a deep breath and walked towards the path.

I heard the droplets fall on the umbrella, it somehow calmed my heart down. My legs felt like it was going to crack in any moment, I could feel how the muscles tugged each other. I turned my head around to see Kita-san turning to another road's direction. I estimated the time of how long I'll get there only to realise it was about another 15minute walk. I wanted to run but I know I couldn't because the pavements are slippery and unfortunate things might happen.

"Oi brat!" A car honked at me turning my head to the road to see a black car, it was Y/n's eldest brother, L/n Seijūrō.
"Get in 'ere!" He offered me a car ride which I gladly accepted, it was nice and warm giving me a fuzzy feeling. I touched the tip of my nose to warm it up. It was quiet, real quiet, I noticed how he drove with one and and smoking in the other one. His teal green eyes that looked so fierce were filled with worry. He looked at the rear view mirror and he noticed how anxious I was.

"Y/n wouldn't die that easily." It was like he forced himself to believe in that, but he knew that any second right now could be Y/n's death. He sounded like he lied to himself to have reassurance that his younger sister will be fine, but a part of him was thinking that by the minute he arrives Y/n heart monitor will be a flat line.

"I'm sorry." I saw how his hand slightly tremor of what I said, I wanted to ask for forgiveness knowing I had done so much things that pained his sister, I wanted to atone for my sins. He looked at me again from the rear view and gave me a look of forgiveness. I felt a slight achievement and celebrated a little.