The next morning I had a session with my therapist. I expressed to her what happened that night. Her response was to never be alone, even if it's to go to the bathroom. The least I can be around him, the better for me. But it was so difficult. She even mentioned that I might be addicted to him or both since they look alike. After that was finished, I made something for Kelly and I to eat for lunch. "Hey um...so tonight Mark invited me out to the casino." When I said that, Kelly instantly spat out her juice she was drinking. "You do know Erik will be there right?!" She said while resting the glass on the table. I nodded. "Yea, but I'm not going there for him Kelly...I'm basically going for Mark." She rolled her eyes. "Jill I don't know...I mean you are a grown ass woman who can make whatever decision you want but I'm just worried about your safety, that's all," she said. I nodded. "I'll be fine. Don't worry about me, worry about the baby swimming in your tummy," we both giggled.
As the night slowly crept in, I felt nervous. I was in two minds about even going. I wanted to call him and make up some excuse but I just couldn't. The thought swept through my mind that night Erik and I fucked in the bathroom at Joshua's surprise party. I bit my lips and squeezed my legs together still reminiscing on the thought. My phone rang.
"Hey..." I answered poorly.
"Hey hun! So the van is on its way. I can't wait to see you," he said. I smiled.
"Yup...same, well I'll see you soon I guess," I replied.
"Hey, is something wrong? The sound in your voice sounds...off." I sighed and tried to uplift my spirit.
"No no I'm good! See ya!" I said and hung up the phone. I quickly applied some light makeup and found a cute outfit. I took a picture in the mirror so that I could put up on the gram.
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I walked downstairs to where Kelly was wrapped in a blanket watching a drama series.
"What you think? He'll like it?" I asked turning around.
"Hmmm, This screams come get me again Erik." I rolled my eyes.
"Thanks for your input," I said before the gate buzzer rang.
"You got your pepper spray , your tazer and your pocket knife?" She asked. I nodded. She hugged me whispering, "be safe...if anything, I'll be coming quick, fast and in a hurry," I smiled and nodded, then walked out the door.
When we got to the casino, I couldn't help but admire the exterior. The chauffeur helped me out and I was greeted by a woman. "Hi! You must be Jill, he's expecting you," she said. I followed her in. As I got in, it was filled with gamblers. I didn't see Erik as yet. We walked up the stairs and further down. We stopped by a door as she knocked on it. You could hear someone yelling and then the door opened. A man in a grey suit stormed out. She gestured me to go in, so I did. He came around the desk to greet me. "Jesus Jill, you look amazing," he said hugging me then kissing my lips. "You look rather handsome yourself," I replied biting my lips. He looked into my eyes, and I could tell he liked what he saw. "You wanna give me a tour?" I asked snapping him out of his trans. "Yea! Sure...anything you want hun."
