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twenty-three

Ugh, this is so sloppy...

I'm super sorry for the wait but oh well I guess...

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 L A U R A

I was woken up by a knock on the door, I slowly sat up and watched the door as it slowly opened and a figure walked in, closing the door behind them. I couldn't quite see who it was because of the dimness in the room.

Hey...

I hear a voice say into my mind as I roll my eyes;

"Go away, Liam." I reply gruffly not wanting anything to do with him, he betrayed, more than once.

I'm sorry, Laura, you need to understand.

"I don't care, you lied to me and made Zayn take Niall away from me." I mumble the last part quietly knowing he still would hear me.

Zayn told me to spy on you! It's not my fault, I have to listen to him, he's my best mate. Liam explained.

"What kind of friend would use you like that, he's abusing you and does not let you freely do whatever you desire. I don't get it, you larger than him and you still cower away when around him, he's a shape shifter, sure, but what other kind of power does he have over you that stops you from leaving this place? What does he have that scares you into doing whatever he asks you?" I ask curiously as I hear Liam sigh as he sits down on one of the chairs.

He knows how to kill me. You know we're 'immortal' right? But still there are ways to get 'rid' of us if that makes any sense. We say we're immortal but we're really not.

"Does that mean you know how to kill him?" I ask curiously suddenly taking interest in the words he was speaking into my mind.

Yes.

"Than why don't you? You can read his mind! You know his weaknesses, the things he cannot do so you're more capable of killing him than vice versa. Why don't you kill him?"

I can't. Sure you are right saying that he does scare me but still he is my friend, that's no lie, I cannot kill my own friend, let along my kind.

I sigh closing my eyes and lying back down on the small bed letting out a few huffs. "Why are you making this so difficult? You can make it better for everyone if you just kill the guy off."

Laura, I haven't told you everything, if I were to kill Zayn I wouldn't be allowed to go back to Zarron. He's like a king there and if they were to find out I murdered him, I would be shunned and told never to come back.

"So? You've been living on Earth for a long while, why not just live the rest of your days here?" I ask confused, from what I've heard most of the people that came from Zarron prefered Earth.

I never told you this but I have a family there. A mother and father of course but a wife aswell and a child. I can't just not see them again, I couldn't live through that pain.

I looked over at his figure in shock, I didn't know he had a family back on Zarron...

They'd basically exile me from ever coming back to Zarron, that is why I cannot kill Zayn.

I sigh before realizing something, "Tell me how to kill Zayn, I can do it." I state, suprised by the confident tone in my voice.

Laura, you're not going to kill Zayn, hurt him? Maybe. But definitely not kill. Definitely not here, with all his men around, besides, I cannot tell you how to kill him.

I roll my eyes, "Tell me, Liam. I can kill him!" I pause before standing up and walking towards him, kneeling before him, "Please just tell me, I'm not going to get out of this place until Zayn is dead." I explain.

That's not true, Laura. He'll let you out soon enough, I cannot support you with this.

"I don't care," I let out. "Fine, if you won't help me, get out of this room, I'll figure out a way to kill Zayn myself. No matter what it takes." I tell him as he sighs and stands up, nodding his head goodbye before walking out the door, closing it behind him. 

Once he was gone I sigh again and sit back on the bed, staring at the wall, thinking of all the possibilites or ideas on how to kill Zayn.

I don't care how many times it takes.

I don't care if I fail or get caught.

I will kill Zayn Malik.

Z A Y N

Once I came out of Laura's room I felt something wet against my cheek. I reach up only to find a tear on my face, I quickly wipe it away before hurrying off and back to my office, passing by a mirror, I stop and look at the mirror, staring at the brown eyes that didn't belong to me, slowly they transended into the red color they usually do.

I quickly calm myself making my eyes go back to Liam's original eye color. I look over 'my' face as I stare into the mirror, happy that Laura hadn't caught me fooling her.

But she was fooled.

She actually believed she was talking to Liam.

Lucky for me, transforming into Liam included gaining his abilites, including mind-reading.

Once I was back in my office and go into the corner, transforming back to myself. Once I had finished, I sit down at my chair and grabbing my phone and flipping the camera on myself, smirking as I look back into my own hazel eyes again. The dark stubble back on my chin, my raven-black hair slicked back the way it had always been.

I put my phone down and look down at my desk, thinking over what Laura had just told me aka Liam.

She wanted to kill me?

I run my fingers through my hair in frustration before throwing my glass of wine across the room, the glass shattering against the wall and the wine staining the carpet.

I heard my door open as I calmed my features and sat back up in my seat, watching as Liam walked into the room.

"Hello, Liam. What brings you here?" I ask smoothly noticing him looking at the shattered glass on the floor.

"Um, where've you been?" He asks me, "I've been looking for you."

"I was talking to Laura." I state.

"She actually talked to you?" He asks stepping fulling into the room and standing infront of my desk.

I smirk up at him, "No, she was actually talking to you."

He looks at me, confusion seen on his face before realizing what I meant. "You shape-shifted into me..." He trails off before sitting down. "What'd she say?" He asks, "What did you say?"

"Well I lied about you," I joke, "I told her you have a wife and kid back on Zarron, she believed me." I pause waiting a few seconds before also replying; "She's planning on killing me," I say looking down at my hands.

"Wow.." I hear Liam say. "What are you going to do?" He asks.

"What do you think? I'm obviously not going to let that happen." I answer;

"She thinks she's one step ahead of me, when in reality I've been two steps ahead for years..."

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