Gotta Love Connections (An Andy Biersack Fanfiction) completed

Chapter 9

    I entered the house and saw my friends sittting around. We were all bored just sitting around. Suddenly Ash got up and started rummaging around in the kitchen. "What are you doing?" called Saphira. "Nothin." he called back. He came in holding a twelve pack of beer and a couple bottles of various other alchohols. I found myself glancing at Andy, knowing what had happened last time I got drunk. I kissed the sexiest man ever to walk this earth. Marissa smiled mischivbiously and took a bottle from Ash. He tossed one to me and It nearly hit me in the head because I can't catch worth a shit. Soon everyone had their own forms of alcohol. Who knew Saphiras parents had so much booze? I chuckled as C.C. tried to down a whole beer in one gulp but only succeded in damn near drowning himself. I myself still had not touched the vodka given to me. "Come on live a little!" encouraged Jake as he gulped down more beer. I shrugged deciding only to drink a little, and took a small sip. I almost gagged at the god awful taste. Andy rolled his eyes and made a point of gulping down some of his beer. I took a huge gulp and noticed Jake and Saphira sucking face.

   My decision to not drink as much was totally forgotten as I started on my second bottle of booze. Marissa and C.C. had dissapeared and Jinxx was sobbing to Ash about Sammy Doll being too good for him.  I felt Saphira tug my hand and drag me outside to her pool grinning evily. Jake ran and jumped into the freezing water laughing like a maniac. Saphira took off her jacket and joined him. "Come on! The water feels fucking amazing! And its shallow so ther is no hope of drowning!" Saphira yelled a little too loud. She could hardly stay afloat herself. Suddenly i heard Ash hollar. I looked behind me in time to see him running at me. I shrieked and giggled hystarically when he caught me. He held me high like a trophy and the ran jumping into the icy water, my still in his arms.

   "Hey!" I halfheartedly protested smiling. I was disapointed my fun juice was spilled into the pool. "CANNON BALL!" Andy screamed as loud as he could as he amlmost landed right on me. Water splashed in my face and made me damn near choke to death. I noticed everyone had joined us in the rather small pool. I rooled my eyes at Jake and C.C. clinging to eachother attempting to re enact Titanic and failing miserably. Marissa and Saphira giggled maniacly at their guys weirdness. Suddenly Andy was shaking my. "Don't die on me! You cannot die on me now Shealynn!" he yelled still shaking me. I realized he was talking about my momentary chocking and decided to play along. "You saved me!" I yelled grinning like the chesire cat and he looked happy as ever. He kissed my cheek and I heard Ashley and Jinxx's mock 'Awwwwe!'.

   "Fetch me more booze peasent!" Ash yelled at me and I nodded. I jumped out of the pool and grabbed what was left of the magic drink. i chucked a bottle at Andys head and heard him yelp as it splashed the water besides him. "OH that is it!" he yelled and jumped out of the pool. I instantly dropped the drinks and dashed up the stairs. I pushed over some chairs in the process. i squealed as I heard him a couple steps behind him. Damn him and his stupid gazzelle legs! I ran into the bathroom that was joined to the guest room and locked the door. I though i was being all sneaky about trying to escape through the door but me, not having any ballance or controll whatsoever of my body, bumped into things and laughed as i made my way to the door. i bumped into Andy muttering Oops! "Well what to do what to do." He said holding me lightly. I gazed into his eyes. He gulped some beer he still had and I was thirsty so i took it and drained the whole thing. It was like almost full to. I dont remeber much cause after that it got fuzzy, but i do remeber vaguely And pressing his lips on mine and us somehow landing on the bed...

   i woke up with the sunshining in my eyes. I groaned as my head pounded but instantly shut up because the noise hurt my head worse. I rolled over and was met face to face with a sleeping Andy. Oh MY God. I checked to make sure I was wearing the same clothes as I had been last night and I was. Luckily that scratched out the possibility that had rolled through my head. I stumbled down the stairs and found my phone. A missed call from my mom. I would check voicemail later. i poured myself a glass of milk and took some Advil. I tried to clean up some of the mess but accidently broke a glass and went back upstairs. I found the guest room empty and plopped down on it. I heard muttwering and grumbling. I looked over to see Andy holding his head in pain. "Four times." I said. He looked at ,me like what the fuck are you talking about? "Twice drunk and twice sober." I muttered closing my eyes. I heard him come closer and lay down next to me. I looked over at hime and saw his face was an inch from mine. "Want to make it three?' He whisopered already leaning in. He prssed his lips against mine slowly and teasingly. I smiled and deepened the kiss, wrapping my arms aroung his neck and pulling him closer. Somehow he got on top of me and started moving his hips against mine. i bit his bottom lip softly and heard him moan. Or was it more of a growl? i moved my hands up his chest uder his shirt. He started kissing my neck and i moaned.  "Ahem..." I heard at the door. Me and Andy looked up at Jinxx standing there awkwardly. "Umm we were gonna go back to the hotel room Andy if you wanna join us." He said quickly making a get away.

   Andy got off of me somewhat awkwardly and we both made our way downstairs. The quiet talking stopped when we reached the kitchen. Andy scratched the back of his head nervously and i blushed. I quickly took the pot between the two girls. Marissa looked like shit but kept grinning at C.C. , who kept grinning back. Jake and Saphira were holding hands acxross the table. "So does that mean you and Shealynn are a couple now or what?" Ash asked. It's a little weird but I could have sworn he sounded jealous. i coughed nerously and Andy kicked at the floor. "I don't know..." He said blushing. It was cheesy but he looked super cute when he was blushing. "Well you had better decide because I want to know whether or not to expect you two fucking when you're alone." Jinxx said shyly. it was hard to beleive Jinxx being shy after last night but you never know.

   Andy chuckled and I'm pretty sure I was scarlette by now. I shrugged and the guys headed out. Sadly I didn't get blessed with another kiss from Andy. I looked to see the girls looking at me expectantly. "What?" I asked. "Second base?! Really! Second base and you werent going to tell us anything!" Saphira squealed jumping up and down. Whether from happiness o anger i couldn't tell. I rolled my eyes and walked out of the room as they giggled and gossiped about last night.  I rolled my eyes and finaly checked my voice mails. "Honey. I know I'm messed up. I know i've been terrible. And for that I truely am terribly sorry. i hope one day you will find some way to forgive me for what I've dome and what I am about to do. But you wont have to worry about that anymore. Remember that i always love you no matter what. Okay? Goodbye sweetie.' I stood there shocked. It didn't sound like her normal drunk rambles.She was sober. And this goodbye felt like more than an 'Ill see you at home' kinda thing.

   i grabbed my car keys and jumped in my car to head home. I raced down the streets barely noticing the tour bus that had followed me. I had to get home. I pulled into the drive way, nearly crashing into my house and jumped out of me car. I raced to the front door and sswung it open. The house for once was clean when I walked in. Except when i went to the living room. 'I want to be with him. Dont save me' was smeared across the walls in blood. "Mom?" I chocked out. "Mommy?" I felt five years old again. Terror shot through me as i saw my mother laying on the floor. My mom laid there lifeless and bleeding. beer bottles scattered around the floor. I started to sob as I reslized the crimson color pooling around her was blood. Iclung to her and rocked her crying harder than ever. "Don't leave me. Please don't leave me mom!" I begged her. Suddenly i started yelling. "What the hell mom! You were supposed to be here for me not leave me alone in this mess! What the fucking hell!? I NEED YOU, YOU STUPID STUPID CHICK! YOU'RE MY MOTHER FOR GODSAKES! WHY DON'T YOU WANT TO BE HERE TO HEPL ME!?" i continued to yell holdin on to her. I didn't even realize that people had come in. i heard an ambulance. "Are you o?" I heard a voice ask. Faces and words ment nothing as i cried over my mothers dead body. Someone took her from me. I just sat there unmoving on the floor in a puddle of blood. i couldnt cry or talk. One of the best days of my life turned to the worst in minutes.

   I heard a higfh pitch keening noise. i realized it was me, I was crying again. i curled up into the fedel position and rocked myself sobbing. No parents would be there for me now. I sat there for hours rocking. Not saying a word or eating like some people told me too. I just sat there. Someone tried to pick me up and i lost it. I screamed and thrashed runing to a corner and rocking again. No one tried again. I stared unseeing at the room around me. The word Orphan eccoed through me head.