Gotta Love Connections (An Andy Biersack Fanfiction) completed

Chapter 7

   Damn it just had to be a member of bvb didn't it?! He looked at me with simpathy and asked what wrong. "Oh nothing..." I tried to lie. He raised his eyebrow as if to say tell me or I will bite you. I sighed and explained "it's just this is where my dad used to take me a lot."

He tilted his head and said "But he doesn't any more which means..." He motioned for me to go on.

   "He's dead." I replied simply Hating the tears that escaped and hating myself for letting them. He went in front of me an hugged me. "I know you don't want to hear I'm sorry but the best I can come up with is my condolences." He said trying to make me laugh. I smiled and he led me to the bench not far from where we were sitting.

   "So now that we get to talk I want to listen to the life story of one Ashley Purdy." I said sniffling.

   "Only if I get to hear yours next." He conditioned.

   "Sure but mine will be boring." I replied and he launched into the complete memorized biography of himself. He explained that he Haden's been bullied that much but still liked the same music and bands that was similar to those of the band. His parents were accepting and he had enough friends. Basically his life wasn't too hard. He ended with his story of entering bvb and meeting me and Saphira.

   "Your turn." He said.

   "Oh goody lets see how boring we can make it. Well I was born into an ok family. Mom wasn't to bad and my dad was loving. He did everything for me and my mom. Whatever we wanted he found a way to get it for us. He had a job that let him work his own hours at home so he was always there. I was his princess and he took care of me like I was the most precious thing in the world. But one day him and my mom fought so he went for a drive. I dot know exactly what happened but the last words he said to me was 'no matter if life goes to hell, someone always loves you'. I never saw him after that and my mom blamed herself for it anyways. She nearly drank herself to death. She goes around with other people and does drugs and is an alcoholic now. I'm into the music I like and look the way I do. Minor bullying ad I plan on going to college for a career in music and shit. That's the basic ness of my life." I said. He asked questions about relationships and friends and school and stuff that I didn't really cover and when I was done I was falling asleep with his arm around me . He started humming and before I could name the song I drifted off to dreamland.

   I woke up at my house in my room. I got up and walked into the kitchen to find Saphira and Marissa posed at the table looking at me.

   "What?" I asked groggily.

   "You know what! You could never get a date and now your dating two bvb guys?!" Saphira demanded.

   "Jesus what do you mean dating two? I never went on a date with Andy and Ashley found me at the park so we talked and I accidentally fell asleep." I replied.

   "Oh." Said Saphira and nodded like all was forgiven. Wtf? I sighed and got ready for the day noticing it was time for school. So we went, we worked, we ate, we worked again, and then we left. We hung out at Saphira's place for a while and the there was a knock. Saphira opened it and wiggled her eyebrows at me saying "it's for you!"

   I went to the door and saw Andy there so I looked at Saphira like WTF? "Um hey." I said.

  "Hi. Wanna go for a walk?" He asked and I agreed. "So Jake showed me an interesting video today..." He said smirking. Oh fucking shit face mother fucker I was going to kill him. He laughed and was told me I sang good. I blushed and we started talking about singing and screaming and shit like that when he brought up song writing.

   "I write songs too." I blurted without realizing. I clapped my hands over my mouth and looked away blushing furiously. He looked at me as if he was intrigued by that.

   "You should totally text me a sample." He said. I shook my head.

   " I'm actually not that good. It's more of dabbling than anything so it doesn't even count."

  "Dabbling is where it all starts." He said seriously. He explained the whole dabbling leads to creating which leads to motivation which leads to a band which leads to fame which is where he is today.

  "If dabbling was nothing I wouldn't be here today would I?" He asked.

   "No." I replied awkwardly. He laughed and we soon had forgotten the topic. I asked him if he would ever date a fan and he said "Depends on the fan I guess. I mean I couldn't Fangirl with them and I wouldn't want a Fangirl overload but you know." We got to some riverbank and I could tell Andy had been here. He smiled at the memory. Weird. I asked him when he had been here and he replied when we were drunk.

   "Speaking of that..." I started, looking at him.

   "Oh here we go again. You want to know what happened?" He said and I nodded. "We came here, we flirted, we kissed, we went back. That is all."

   "Oh, well..." I said.

   "Yeah."

   After a few minutes of awkward silence we started heading back. I was so embarassed! But he was in fact a good kisser... I felt my cheeks redden at the thought. I cant imagine ever having the ourage to do that again. As in kiss him. Soon we arrived back at Saphira's place. He came in and sat down at the table to talk to the other girls. I went into the backroom and dialed Jakes number that I had gotten from Saphira. It rang twice and then he picked up.

   "Hello..." He said. I could practically see the smile on his face.

   "YOu fucking asshole! I con not believe you actually showed him the video!" I said scathing him with my words.

   "Hey take it up with Saphira! Dont shoot the messenger!" He replied defensively.

   "Shooting the messenger sure as hell sends a pretty clear message." I threatened. He laughed and said whatever.

   "So can I hang up because I am about to beat Ashleys ass in this game." He asked. I heard Ash yelling in the backround.

   "Sure whatever." I said smiling and pressing the end call button. I walked back into the hallway and heard them talking. When I walked into the room they all suddenly turned silent. What I didnt kill anyone? I thought to myself. I made myself a cheese crisp and plopped down on the seat next to Saphira. I took a bite and the awkward silence continued. "Im gonna head home..." I said after I swallowed the last of my delicious greasy food. They all nodded and Marissa grabbed her stuff and said she would come with me. We waved goodbye as i pulled out into the street.

   "What was that about?" I asked.

   "NOthing realy important." She said weirdly. I was feeling lazy so I just didnt ask. We got home and there was no one home.

   I went to my room and plopped on my pile of homework deciding to blow it off today, or at least do it in the morning. I had a dream about my dad. He was alive and wanted to take me away but everyone i know was holding me back from following him. I sobbed and felt the hands fade. When I looked around I was in an empty room of whiteness. Slowly water seeped in. It filled the room and just as i took my last breath I heard the laughs of all of my friends.