Insane

Roomate

*Bella's POV

I've been going insane in this room, I'm not sure how long I've been stuck in here but it was enough to have me talking and hearing knocks on the wall. Was I really going crazy now? People get worse in here instead of getting help. I've been getting my food in here and they only take the straps off of me twice a day so I can use the restroom.

My mind seemed to always drift off to the thought of Justin and my angel, Sisi. Yeah I know she's not my daughter but in the short time I've got to know her she changed my heartless heart. She taught me to care for someone else that wasn't me.

And Justin? Did he still blame me or did he just say those words out of anger?

Of course he did you idiot! Look at you, you're in this room. If you just listened to me we could have been out there. Free.

But I care for them.

And look where it got you.

I huffed in annoyance. She just won't leave my mind, damn conscious telling me this. Isn't my conscious suppose to be the one helping me to see wrong? Why does she only care for herself?

The sound of keys being ruffled before opening my door snapped my focus to it. Was I being set free? That thought made me quickly stand up and stumble my way to the entrance.

"Back up." The guard told me.

I did what I was told not wanting to anger him. He looked back and motioned his head to someone. He stepped aside before another girl with straps was pushed inside. Was I getting a roommate? My eyes widen recognizing the girl, they can't be serious!

The girl sat on the floor on her knees looking down. Her freeze puffy hair covered her face, she started laughing uncontrollably making me take a step back unwillingly. The guard looked at her weirdly but slightly afraid before his gaze landed on me.

"Good luck with her, make sure she doesn't get near you." He have me a fake smile. He closed the door locking and leaving us two alone. This chick was from last time who had that sharp piece of glass on my first day here. She still wore a gown and a pair of white socks. She lifted her head tilting it to the side scanning my face before slowly and carefully getting up.

She was tall as me maybe but I wasn't going to go anywhere near her to confirm that.

Great we are going to die here because of you-my mind hissed.

The girl blinked a couple times before her confused face brighten up and smiled at me. I am beyond freaked out. Why was she smiling at me? Oh bloody hell I am going to die!

"Your the one he's after" she took one step towards me and I took one back.

"Get the hell away from me" I hissed venom dripping from my voice. I was surprised it came out threatening even thou I was scared shitless inside.

"I was just like you. Now he hunts me every day" she laughed throwing her head back. "Oh but I don't let him take my soul so easily. No no no no...no" she whispered the last part. She tilted her head again smiling before sitting on the floor.

Thank goodness for these straps.

"We are nothing alike." I replied watching her just incase she decided to attack me.

She scooted closer to me making a purring sound.

What the actual fuck? What's wrong with her? She's first laughing like a lunatic now she's a cat?

"You'll see soon enough" she smiled. Before any one of us could mutter a single word the door opened again. Great another roommate?

"Get up and let's go. We are eating in the cafeteria today. Keep your hand where I can see them..." He chuckled making a joke since we were in straps, "and don't get out of the line unless told so."

"You know crusty the clown you need to learn better jokes." I smirked, he gave me a dirty look yanking me out of the room with the other girl.

We walked in a straight line and noticed this was not my floor. The doors here had bars in them with the people actually locked in them. They wore gowns and looked way crazy. Some screamed while others tried reaching out to us.

"Help me"

"Pumpkin..where's my pumpkin?"

"One, two, three, four, six, ten."

"No no no no! You can't. I'll kill you." A boy hissed trying to get a hold of me.

I winced every now in than from the screams getting louder. The people here looked creepy as hell, and I thought that chick in my cell was scary. She was nothing compared to them.

As we were dragged through the hall the line came to a stop. Two guards up ahead were taking off the jackets and replacing it with hand cuffs.

They must be fucking kidding me!

Shut up at least they're taking these things off- I told her annoyed, I rolled my eyes at myself. Wow I might need help after all.

Soon after we were lead to a huge wide area with seats made of metal. There were some patients already sitting down with their cuffs on and a wire attached from the table to the wrist so they couldn't get up just eat.

Once we got our food and locked I felt someone's eyes burn at the back of my head. I decided to ignore it considering there were kids and teenagers here looking at each other with murdering eyes.

After I half ate my food I turned around tired of the feeling. That's where my whole body froze. My eyes widen when they connected to those chocolaty brown eyes. They reflected so much pain, worry and anger. How can someone show all that at once?

His brown hair was messy again and yet it looked so soft. He wore a white shirt and from I can make out white sweats making his eyes, muscles and tattoos stand out. He still managed to look decent.

His hands turned into fist and his eyes turned cold. All these people here were crazy and frightening but none could compare to him. I didn't like having him mad at me. It made my heart beat louder and faster, my stomach felt upset.

"Justin..." I murmured. I tried twisting all the way around but I couldn't with the little amount of freedom I had.

"Alright let's go" the guard appeared in front startling me. He un cuffed me from the table dragging me and the other girl with him towards the doors.

Seeing that I was going to pass right by him he lifted himself off trying to attack me but was pulled back by the wire. The wire caused a major grip on his wrist turning them red but it didn't seem to matter to him.

"You fucking bitch! I should kill you" he snarled.

Did I hurt him this bad?

Of course you did. You took the only thing he cared for.

But he cares about me too right?

Oh please stop. You know that's not true. -she taunted.

"Justin I'm so sorry I didn't mean to I swear! Justin... Justin!" I screamed as they pulled me out and a guard came over to sit him down. He kept screaming at me yelling incoherent words until his voice fainted in the background.

Justin hates me. Why wouldn't he?

I'm telling you. Just let me take control, you'll see how much better things will turn out.

The voice in my head made me wonder if she was right. I had listened to her for 4 years letting her do what she pleased. We did get into trouble but at the end things turned out fine. We didn't get hurt by people, we hurt them. We didn't end up in jail or an asylum for the matter. Sure we did some illegal stuff but didn't get caught.

I only changed for my brother. He hated the person I had become, he didn't want to be part of my life if I kept acting that way so I changed.

I got nothing to lose now really...but I wasn't sure if I wanted to become what I was again.