Falling for my HUSBAND(ex)

meeting with him 😣

I had never been fond of rain. I considered it most worst condition of all weather conditions. And of all days for to rain It just had to be this one.

"Huhh..."I haffed.

I run into the nearest building I could find,to shelter myself from this sudden down pour. It was a cafe and thankfully
It was not packed as I guessed .

I stand in the line to ordered something for myself. And started to think about my life .

For now I lead a life without any tensions. quiet peacefully.I have a job. It's salary not much but is enough for me after sending money to my mom in rajkot.
I currently leave in Mumbai and I don't go back to their for almost three years.

I go there after my unsuccessful marriage and again back in Mumbai after one and half year.

Today I take leave soon from my office to meet with a guy for date which suggest by my mom.

And it miserably failed like before. It's not like that I don't want to be in relation after my failed marriage I want it .I don't want to leave and die alone. I want someone beside me. And in the age of 27 it's necessity for mind and also physical need. But I don't find anyone to replace him.

It's been more than five years I meet him last .....in court....

My trance is broken by the voice of guy behind the counter. "What U want mam?"he asked.

I am shocked because before I knew it,
I found myself stand before the counter.

I ordered for a coffee. It keeps warm me.as I am almost drenched by the sudden down pour of outside.

He also liked black....why I thought about him today...huhhh...

My life obviously is not that bad. But I don't know.... I miss someone...again...

I got divorced at the age of 22.he is also the same age as I.we just got married. In the affect of college love. U know why I divorce him....he don't love me anymore.....he even stop making love with me you know what I want to mean he doesn't sex with me....in short of he bored with me...

"Mam here is your coffee "the guy said with annoying face.

Is he calling me from long time???...

Am I again thought about him?

What happened to my mind????....

I sighed and gave him a apologetic smile .then pay for my coffee.

Stop it Mishti...stop.....stop...

"Ahhh...."

I am so engrossed in my mind that I didn't feel that someone is behind me.and the result is I spit the coffee on his chest .

The drak blue colored coat is spoiled now and it looks so much expensive which I can't affort.

"I am sorry..so sorry..."I gasped in horror without looking at the stranger's face .

"Mishti...is that u???"the deep husky voice which able to froz me anytime in the same time it held surprise.

No...it can't be him...how he??

It's very tough for me to forget him. Plzzzz don't do this to me. I can't take it.

"Mishti..."

The voice again calls my name.

I look upwards to meet with very familiar hazel brown orbs.

"Abir..."I mumbles under my breath. Oh no it is him.