"its like I'm drowning but i cant stop breathing"
seventeen year old Elliana Browden is starting junior year with her bestfriend, she is not a nerd but she isn't popular. She is known as the positive, funny and caring friend but on the inside her p...
"you shouldn't be my girlfriend" he tells me while pushing a piece of hair behind my ear
"what..." I manage to choke out
He asked me to be his girlfriend now he doesn't want to date me?
"you shouldn't" he says getting off of me and sitting next to me before continuing
"you shouldn't trust me, not that I would lie to you again that's the last thing I want, but all I want is to make you happy but I just end up hurting you" he tells me
"chase.." I trail off
"fine I'm sorry, just come here" he says turning over pulling me on his lap
"what are y-"
"shh" he says as he adjusts me, so our noses are almost touching
"promise me not to leave?" he asks
"do you promise not to hurt me?" I ask
"no, but I'll try, and you have to promise not to let me break you" he says averting his eyes behind me then back to me
"please don't, chase.." I say honestly because I don't think I could be broken again
"I promise" he says
"I promise" I say as he looks at my lips then to my eyes and crashes his lips to mine again
"how about another swim?" he laughs after pulling away
"chase!" I wine
"come on the last two weeks have been hell, mine as well get in better moods"
"I don't have anything to wear" I say
"you didn't wear anything last time" he tells me
"let me wear your shirt" I tell him more than ask as he looks up at me with loving eyes
***
"hey maya!!" I almost yell walking down the hallway to Mayas locker
After last night when chase made me go swimming with him, he dropped me off at my house then I ate dinner and went to bed
Today is Wednesday and I just through on some black leggings and a white short sleeved crop top with my white air force ones
"ella!" she turns around
"what the hell happened to you?" she asks
"um.. I need to tell you later" I try not to smile
"I see your talking again" she whispers
"maybe.." "is that a bad thing jeez I don't know he just makes m-"
"it's a good thing elliana, he makes you happy you can't live without him" she smiles as I return it
"it's okay" I say as I turn around "hey I got to get to home room see you at lunch!" I say as I start walking down the hallway but stop once I hear a faint 'sorry man I didn't know'
I just ignore it and keep walking until I hear the other voice
his voice
"yeah i dare you to do it again and Ill smash your skull against this locker right here right now" he threatens as I turn around shocked seeing chase grabbing landon by the collar as he's pushed up against the locker
"id like to see you t-" landon starts but is cut off by chase pulling him closer then shoving him back into the locker
"and don't make me fucking do It again" chase spits as he lets go and landon falls to the group
"ay chase back up!" Bryce grabs him by the shirt
"get your shitty hands off of me" chase yells adjusting his arms
"what the fuck is wrong with you?" Bryce asks
"i- i " he turns around before continuing looking around at everyone watching but not towards me "just mind your own god damn business god!" he yells
I turn around and continue to walk to class not wanting him to see me right now at his state
"chase smithins!" I hear a deep voice yell
"what the fuck do you want!" chase yells back as I turn the corner only hearing faint voices now
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