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ColorBlind (On The Right Track?)

CHAPTER 1

The concrete somehow felt colder under my hands today. Still, I have seen darker days then this storm I'm looking straight into. I was sitting alone in a corner a few blocks from the school in an alley that I would

go to every day after school to just be alone and write in my book or listen to music. It was a long day. An incredibly long day. Every kid at school seemed to be against me instead of for me. Even though I did nothing wrong. Its always been a struggle for me to just be accepted...Always, it was always my friend Angel, he got the attention, he has the women,he has the charisma. Still, this led him to drift from 'The kid at the back of the room', also known as me. After a while, the only people I knew and actually associated myself with was firstly, Thomas, a kid that I met during a tragic accident a few years back, howvever, I still grew up with Angel, So maybe I wont kill him. Also there was Franz, Alexandre, and Etienne.

Not one of us was popular. Nope, not one of us was popular. However we were friend's. I met Franz while he was scaveging for food for his family. Alexandre, I met him at a Government Market Place during a gang bang. And, finally, Etienne, Etienne was always like a son to me. I met Etienne sitting outside of a burnt down house all alone.

Then there was the girl I loved, although we weren't officially, kind of, sort of, not going out. Her name is Kelly. Even though she was one of the 'popular' girls in my school, she was God damn pretty.

Today, I pretty much got jumped by every senior that looked at me. They called me names like "Freak" and "ShitFace" and stuff like that, sometimes even "MaleWhore", still I'm trying to live with it. As hard as it seems. Sometimes I just completely lose it and do stupid things...

After three hours, it was getting dark.

So, I began to do the unthinkable I began to cut my arm. The cold sheet of thin metal pierce through my skin. I sat there cold, with tears in my face...I felt alone, however it turns out I wasn't alone. As much of a paradox as it seems I felt alone but I wanted to be alone so no one could see this.

However, without warning, I hear the voice of my best friend Thomas.

"Why are you doing that?". However I couldnt help but question why he was where I was. Still my question back-fired when he asked "What are YOU doing here?". I had nothing to say. So I could only reply with"Nothing". Unintentionally, he had seen what I was doing, as hard as I tried to hide it I couldn't. I ended up showing him my arm. The embarrasment encompassed me. Thomas' gasp echoed in the dark silence as he gazed upon

the cuts on my arm.

And without a word, I dropped the blade and ran. Who knows why I reacted that way, I don't even know. I don't even know what makes humans act, cry, then cut their skin.

And I would never find out...

To Be Continue...(Part 2)