✫彡
in which nova finds solace in an outcast boy who happens to be more similar to her than she first thought.
( the 100 s1 )
( extended summary inside )
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i'm so sorry you're learning about this through a letter, but i couldn't bring myself to tell you in person and unfortunately there wasn't a right time to do so. you're going to hate me when i tell you what i've got to say, but please try to understand it from my perspective. please don't do anything stupid. please continue to fight for you and survive for you.
you're not going to take this well, i know, but when you're reading this, i'll be gone. anya banished me for my involvement with murphy, and it took effect when the war was over. i was made to torture him, to decide between his life or mine. i chose mine. he later told me it was a survivors move, but i don't see it that way. i still feel like a coward.
so, i wasn't killed, obviously, but anya still decided to banish me. and i know what you're thinking, find luna, right? if anyone from trikru sees me with another clan, they have the right to kill me. i've got to survive by myself, for myself. i'm terrified, scared of dying, but i've got no other choice.
i wanted to use this letter to thank you. i could not have survived all these years without you by my side. you didn't have to take up the role of my big brother, but you did without hesitation. you don't know how much that means to me. truly, you are such a light in an incredibly dark place. i can only hope the future has more lincoln's in the world, because that's the only way things are going to change.
also, tell octavia you love her already!
i love you big brother,
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