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- Gryffindor Common room - 9:15 pm -
*slight smut, pure angst warning, & drug and alcohol use*
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- Gryffindor Common room - 9:15 pm -
"Ok I've got a few new tricks up my sleeve, and trust me, you should already expect the worst hangover of your life!"
"Glad to see you back Y/n/n!"
"If I don't get absolutely fucked up tonight, you are chugging, The spit bomb." Wendy squinted her eyes as she and Dawn walked up the stairs.
"I'll be up in one minute, I've got to do something!"
"kay'" Dawn replied
I rolled my eyes, they knew I was going to see Remus before I went to the party, so then if he does want to break up with me, I'll just drink it off. climbing the stairs to the boys dormitory, specifically Remus' dorm.
I hovered on the outside of the door, gaining courage to knock. That's when I heard it.
A disgustingly high pitched noise from the other side of the door. My face paled, suddenly feeling dizzy, and as if the room was spinning. Is that why he was avoiding me?. I could practically feel the neediness from the repulsing sound.
"Oh fuck Remus, please!"
"My good- aw fuck" Remus
A surge of anger flushed through me, sitting deep in my gut. Knock, knock, knock. The fast rustling of clothes and loud steps, before the door was whipped open.
When Remus realized who it was, his face paled out, further than its usual light color.
"What wrong Rem, who is it?" A shirtless Sirius black came up from behind Remus. I looked at him, locking eyes, he stuttered, and stopped in his place.
Well fuck. Why did I never connect the dots? They were always close.
"Well, at least I know you've found someone you actually love, Remus." My voice cracked and I had to pause, "it's actually kind of ironic that I came up to apologize for 'Being out of Line',"
I sneered, "Fuck you Remus Lupin, I sincerely hope it was fucking worth it."
I shoved the gift I had gotten him into his chest, the wrapping paper tearing a bit on the edges.
I walked off wiping the tears that were racing down my face. quickly running down the stairs, and racing to the next set. Then to my own Dorm, and closing the door.
Dawn and Wendy giggled in the corner, messing around with the magical sweets, a chocolate frog jumped around on the table, and jelly beans were spilled across the couch.
James looked up at me, eyes softening, and all I could do was force a smile back to him.
"Alright, Doll face, what you got for us hm?" James reached for my fingertips pulling me into the small living area, I sat on the sofa next to him.
I grabbed a bag from behind the sofa, and setting it on my lap. The small leather pouch was engraved with a constellation of (Your star sign), and was stained a deep fuchsia color. Retrieving 3 small baggies, 2 boxes, a lighter, and three large bottles of alcohol, then setting them on the small coffee table.
"All right Doll, how'd you get, uh eight blunts, a box of cigs, and this much alcohol ?" James asked.
"Good question Jamie, I never tell my secrets, you guys know the rules for weed right?"
"Open a window, puff, pass." James pointed to the large window next to us, and Dawn pushed it open.
"Since there are eight blunts here, uh well, 4 of us, let's use the one baggie, with the four, and give the other bag to Dawn and Wendy"
Grabbing my lighter lighting one up and giving it to James, before lighting one up for myself. taking a deep drag, I let the smoke out of my lungs, letting the buzz take control of my body for a second.
"So doll face, what's got your mind going?"
"I don't know what you're talking about." I took another intoxicating drag of my magic-touched drug.
"Tears." He wiped his middle knuckle against the side of my cheek.
"I need to get a bit higher, before I can tell you without killing both of them. with my hands." I took another deep drag.
Letting the long drag hit my lungs, I felt the numbness in the tips of my fingers, before leaning my head back, my neck on the top of the couch, then letting the fog of smoke out.
"You gonna tell me now doll?" James asked, leaning on the couch next to me.
I hummed a yes, my eyes weren't getting glassy, Thank Merlin.
"Well, I went to apologize to Remus," I said, "To say sorry for 'being out of line'."
"And?" James poked my ribs, a grin on his face.
"and, turns out he's been cheating on me," the room went quiet, "with who you ask? Sirius!"
I leaned forward to the table popping open a bottle of fire whisky, popping the top and and taking a swig of the burning liquid.
"Fuckin' hate this place," I set the bottle down and curled into James' side, "Feels sad, hurts right here James."
I prodded at my chest, where my heart beat, steadily, not reflecting how it was breaking. James wrapped an arm around me.
"I know doll face, I'll be here for you."
"Tell, Lily, tell her that I am not trying to steal you away from you, I am not, just. yeah."
"Gotcha' doll face, would never ever think about cheating, don't worry." I felt James deep chuckle from his chest. I looked to where James was pointing.
Letting a small giggle escape from me, I knew that at least my friends, got fucked up, like they had wanted. Both of them sprawled out with butts of blunts sitting in the ask tray, empty shot glasses and a quarter full bottle of Chocolate liquor.
"I don't have to drink The Spit bomb!" I sing-songed.
"Sleep Doll face, I'll beat the shit of em' tomorrow." James slurred.
I nodded against James' chest. before nodding off.
