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TW: Drug and Alcohol use, swearing, slight feels, graphic talk of abuse, talk of self harm
Y/C/S - your color skin
3 days later
Friday, 11:30 Pm, Y/n's dorm
3rd Person
TW: Drug and Alcohol use, swearing, slight feels, graphic talk of abuse, talk of self harm
Y/C/S - your color skin
3 days later
Friday, 11:30 Pm, Y/n's dorm
3rd Person
The marauders gathered in Dawn, Wendy, and Y/n's dorm, packing onto the small couches. Smoke from cigarettes and blunts circled in the air, along with the clink of fire whisky bottles.
The ever weighing anxiety of Y/n's missing presence, was trying to be out weighed with substances. Remus sat quietly watching as Sirius smoked through packs of cigs and a few blunts, obviously trying to push the hurt away.
Remus swished the liquid around in his glass cup, then downed the rest of it, relishing the burn in his throat. Sirius' dark eyes looked back at him as he put the rest of the blunt out.
Both were chasing the same goal in different ways. When a creak of the door caught only their ears. James was nocked out on the couch, Wendy and Dawn, off patrolling as Prefects. The dark shadow from the hall, slowly inched in as the door allowed, providing a figure out of the shadows.
Messy Y/C/H appeared in the light first.. Remus shot up, moving in his spot to try and get a better look at who stood in the doorway.
A soft click of the door closing the figure moved into the light of the fireplace.
"Y/n?" Remus peeped just above a whisper.
She looked up to the origin of who called her name, but when their eyes finally met, deep heavy purple eye bags, and a fresh large scar ran across, Y/n's face.
"Y/n" Sirius said more sternly, before he got up too, walking at a quickening pace towards her, before grabbing her shoulders, and shaking her gently, "where the bloody hell were you? I poured my fucking heart out and you just walk away like it was nothing? what the fuck is wrong with you-"
"Sirius-"
"No, Remus! This isn't Ok! What the Fuck Y/n?" Sirius' voice started to get louder. "Do you just want us to tiptoe around you? Why the hell are you doing this-"
Y/n's head dipped down "Please! I'm sorry! Please don't hurt me!" she pleaded, her knees started to give out, sinking to the floor, they both followed her, Remus grabbed her from Sirius, and pulled Y/n onto his lap, as an overwhelming anger rose in him.
Sirius couldn't believe what she just said, yet comprehend. Hurt her? I would never ever hurt-
"Sirius!" Remus whispered, "Stop yelling at her!"
Remus smoothed down her hair on the top of Y/n's head, gently rocking her. Sirius watching as her sat on his heels. "let's get you into the shower yeah? with me and Sirius?" Remus mumbled into her ear. "You've got twigs in your hair."
She chuckled lowly at him, "and Sirius. Right?"
"Yes, of course princess, both of us, then we can cuddle. Sounds ok, Sirius?"
Sirius looked at Remus in awe, She wanted him around?
"Oh- Ok, yes, Towels-"
"carry her please, I'm still to weak-"
Before Remus could finish, Sirius scooped Y/n up in arms, guilt was pressing harder on his chest with each passing moment. But he couldn't help the heart flutter, when she wrapped her arms around his neck, snuggling closer into his chest.
Leading her into the bathroom, leaving Remus to find clothing and towels, He set her on the counter, to start the large shower.
"Sirius," Y/n called his attention, "I'm- I'm sorry for disappearing, I- just needed some time-"
"Doll- I'm sorry for yelling, but I would never ever hurt you." Sirius got up from the floor where he was turning the shower on, walking over to Y/n's spot on the counter. She opened her arms out to him, allowing Sirius to stand between her legs.
"I know you would never hurt me Siri, Just in the moment, the way you had gripped my shoulders- It's what my dad would do before, y'know, hurting me." Y/n said in a low voice.
"Hurt you?" Sirius murmured, tucking a stray piece of hair behind her ear. She wrapped her arms around his torso, resting her ear against the racing thud of his heart beat.
Then Y/n slid off of the counter, as Remus returned with clothes and towel for each of them. He pressed a searing kiss against her temple, before moving to do the same to Sirius.
Y/n stood at the back end of the shower, before pulling her dark denim jeans down her legs. Fresh scars printed red angry irritation lines across her y/c/s, along with fresh and faded scars. Some danced in jagged chaos, but others lined up perfectly next to each other.
Remus must have noticed, since he grasped Sirius' wrist, to prevent himself from letting his knees give out. Though, seeming oblivious Y/n pulled her three layers off of her torso, allowing more scars to be shown.
Mean imprints of a belt buckle screamed out, along with different scars that couldn't be made out.. She turned back to the boys watching her, before allowing the shower curtain to make her disappear.
Both Sirius and Remus joined her in record time, Sirius getting in from the front, and pulling her into a bone crushing embrace under the boiling spill of water. Followed by Remus, from the opposing side, towering over the two of them.
Standing in a warm embrace for a while, she grew tired, and sleep threatened behind her eyes. leaning mostly back into Remus, he knew that it was time for bed.
"Ready for bed, Pads?"
Sirius answered by turning the water off and pulling back the curtain, Y/n stepped out first, allowing her to grab the warm towels, and wrap each of the cold boys in them.
Each got dressed in peace trying to get out of the cold. Before all piling in to Y/n's bed. Remus spooned Y/n, who faced Sirius, their hands laced together. Remus' snores quietly filled the silent room.
"Sirius."
"Yes, Y/n"
"Remus is asleep right?"
"Yes, he could sleep through a stampede right now."
"I've never told him this, because I didn't want him to worry, but I could feel your stare at my back tonight-"
"I'm sorry-"
"You don't have to apologize about anything, Y/n," Sirius hushed down a few octaves, "My mother would use the torture curse. Got the scars too."
"oh- Sirius"
Y/n pulled Sirius close, and together the three of them fell asleep.
