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Remus
- Friday - 2:15 am -
Remus
- Friday - 2:15 am -
"Fuck, fuck, Fuck!" I sobbed at the edge of my bed, balling fists of my hair, my scalp burned.
Sirius sat in the middle of my bed, knees curled into his chest. His shoulder length black hair pulled into a bun at the back of his head.
"Where's James?" Sirius asked in a hushed tone. Sniffling, I wiped my nose on the back of my hand.
"Party in Dawn's and Wendy's dorm." I mumbled.
As if they aren't there every. Friday.
"Want to go?"
He's just trying to help.
I scoffed, turning back to him. "Are you fucking kidding me right now Sirius? Do you not fucking understand what the hell is going on? Or are you completely fucking blind. I've been cheating on the love of my life, because I love the both of you and have been too afraid to tell her."
"We could tell her now?" Sirius proposed. Gaze now casted downwards towards his feet.
"No." I rubbed my face out of frustration. The tears were starting to run low, but not low enough to keep my face dry.
"Why?" Sirius inquired
"She's probably wasted, high, or-"
"Or what? sleeping with James?" Frustration laced Siruis' voice
"No. No," I could feel the tears starting to fill my eyes, "Trying to make me feel better, Sirius?"
I felt the bed dip behind me,
"Mhmm." Sirius' arm wrapped around my middle.
"Don't, this is my fault."
The jingling of the door knob caught my attention, then the door being pushed open.
"Ah come on James, to bed with you."
My eyes widening to the size of tea cups, realizing who was bearing half the weight of a drunken James.
"Y/n?" James slurred slightly. His face painted with a deep heavy blush, further evidence of the Consumption of fire whisky.
"Yea, Jamie?" Y/n's voice asked, not as nearly as slurred as James' but shared the same red tint.
"Where's Lily?" James' voice wavered in his emotional-drunken state.
"Probably sleeping James, like you'll be in a few seconds." Y/n pushed James further onto his bed, arms limp. Just as Y/n, predicted James was fast asleep, even as she was putting him to bed. She then turned around snatching his quilt from beneath James.
After tucking the sleeping man into his bed, Y/n turned to walk out of the dorm. She lingered at the door, "Night, night, Remmy." she whispered, her speech slightly slurred, obviously she's consumed alcohol, "Night, Sirius."
Hearing her light footsteps fade away, I allowed my tears to fall once more. "Holy fuck they're wasted." I murmured.
Y/n occasionally would take shots but only to the point of being buzzed or tipsy. Drugs were mostly off limits, but both her and James reeked of weed, and cigarettes.
I crawled up the bed facing away from Sirius, I let the hot salty tears run down my face.
"Rem," Sirius moved to spoon me, wrapping his arms around my middle, "You know I love you right?"
"Yes, I know Sirius or else I wouldn't have slept with you." I huffed.
"I- I love her too." Sirius whispered close to my ear.
"How?" I asked just above my breath
"Hmm?" Sirius nuzzled the bridge of his nose into my neck.
"How do you know you love her? Hell, how do I know I love her? I just broke her heart into a million tiny pieces. It's like me walking in on her fucking James then them telling me the same thing."
Sirius lay silent for a few moments. "I know you love her by the way you look at her. The love and admiration in your eyes. I know by the way you talk about her, the way you are around her. I love her too, Remus."
"Well, how the hell are we supposed to tell her hmm? We could have done this without hurting her."
