Y/n
Ears pinning back against my skull, I walked around the corner, the group of what used to be the marauders, who now stand different.
Moony's ears perked up against his thin head, the physical differences between a werewolf and Twigs, is a stark difference. A wolfish smile spread across Moony's face, though characteristics of Remus still peeked though.
Why they're still human.
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The Next Morning
Sirius had passed out next to Remus, as he had aided him in the transformation back.
A fuming anger built deep inside of me. I needed to release this anger, before I lashed out onto someone.
Every time I looked over at them, their love seemed to outweigh what used to be me and Remus. It never was me and Remus. Sirius was always there in a way.
James and Peter had gone long ago. I went down the stairs as quietly as I could, my muscles and bones protested every advancing movement I made. Making it to the entrance of the shrieking Shack, I felt my bones pop and move back into my wolf form. I wandered out of the tree, as casual as I could, but I felt out of place, a wolf wandering on school grounds.
I looked back up the willow, the shack now gone. The moon had started to dip lower into the sky, the stars becoming dull, obviously wanting to sleep again, in the vast inky space.
Trotting towards the edge of the forbidden forest I followed a usual path, going deeper the sun light started to fade, and left the usual misty, shadowy forest.
I continued off to my own 'shrieking shack'; trudging deeper into the forbidden forest, the light dimmed greatly as the trees blanketed the sky, blocking any rays of sun.
I sped up my gait into a slow canter soon reaching a full sprint. Each beat of my paws against the forest floor, far away voices, memories, and recollections, sped through the back of my eyes.
Lose rocks and stray branches stabbed and poked at my feet, but the burning anger and pent up emotions blocked out the pain.
Faster.
It felt as if I was running away from all the pain of Hogwarts. Nothing mattered more than the feeling of the forest floor and my racing heart beat, as I pushed further through the darkening forest.
I ran for what felt like forever. Though I soon reached a perfectly pristine cottage, sitting in the middle of a dangerously enchanted forest.
Shifting back into my natural form of a bipedal human, I limped into the cottage. Securing and locking the door behind me.
Pain jolted through my right leg, as I made my way to the bathroom. I waved my fingers and the bath ran, the steam billowing from the water.
I stripped from my clothes, and dropped them into the basket in the back corner near the toilet. I sunk down into the near boiling water, and closed my eyes as the tub filled, then turned off by itself.
Thank Merlin for magic
I let my aching joints soak out, and then in a blur, I led myself to the queen bed in the room down the hall, and buried myself under the multiple quilts.
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Remus
Light peered in through the branches of the willow, landing over my eyes. The bright light blinded me for a moment, and I sat up as I held my hand over my eyes. My body aches as I struggle to sit up on the bed.
A soft snore startled me, but my heat sunk down further as I realized it was Sirius, only Sirius.
"Y/n?" I whispered just above my breath. warm tears filled the bottom of my heavy eyes, and caused my nose to run. I felt my cheeks burn with hurt, rejection, and embarrassment.
of course she would never love me again.
The events of last night came back in bits, pieces, and flashes; but one thing stuck out, a deep, menacing growl. brown ears pinning back against a fluffy head. Deep, rich, y/c/e's staring into mine.
What had caused the sudden change in emotion? And Y/n, she was definitely not a werewolf, what was she?
Deep in though I hadn't noticed how Sirius had further curled into my side, his body giving much needed warmth in the drafty shack. I felt the warm tears prick the corners of my eyes; letting a single tear roll down my cheek, I cupped the back of Sirius head, and brought my lips to his forehead.
Holding my lips and tip of nose there I seared my love into his head, hoping to keep it there.
"I love you Sirius, I love you Y/n."
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Lonely (Remus Lupin X fem!reader X Sirius Black)
FanfictionMarauders era, with Wolfstar themes, which is MLM, and a closed three-way relationship!