Emmy Raver and Daveed Diggs Oneshot's

Oneshot nine,Infertile

Emmy pov

It was finally time that i looked at the test me and daveed had been trying week after week but nothing seemed to work, we planed so we could try at the peek of my sycle but nothing ever worrked, 3 months of trying seems a little over board but from time to time we would just have regular sex forgetting all about the baby. I'm starting to think I might be infertile but I can't think like that. I have to stay positive, okay I'll schedule an appointment with my doctor to get a check up and see what's going on in there.

Daveed: So what does it say?

Emmy: i haven't even looked myself

Daveed: look i know you're scared but no matter what the outcome is ill always love you

Emmy: okay

I took a deep breath and picked up the stick, Negative, like the last time my heart dropped getting discouraged.

Daveed: emmy... its okay we can try again

Emmy: no daveed something is wrong haven't you noticed we've done it perfect timing and still nothing daveed i know i told you my biggest dream was to have a baby of my own but we need to think about this what if im Infertile

Daveed: but your dream

Emmy: and maybe my dream is unattainable, somethings are meant to be and maybe it's a sign that we shouldn't have a baby

Daveed: What are you saying emmy?

Emmy: what i'm saying is that you and me both have careers that are doing so well but we want to make time for a child at the same time, i don't know what i saying but the point is that maybe i'm not the one for you

Daveed: emmy no no no you will not sit here and blame yourself if you can't have a baby

Emmy: okay okay okay i'll stop beating myself up if that'll make you happy

Daveed: yes it well

Emmy: okay okay i'll just schedule an appointment for tomorrow i have nothing to do that day so early as possible

Daveed: and i'll come with

Emmy: no daveed you have work to do and meanings

Daveed: that stuff can wait for you, i want to be their even if the outcome is something that we do like

Emmy: awww thanks daveed

Daveed; you don't have to thank me im suppose to do this

Emmy: come on i'll scheduled the appointment you can head off to bed

Daveed: do be long i'll be waiting

Daveed left the bathroom leaving a kiss on my forehead. I threw out the test and got to planning the appointment, about an hour of waiting on the phone. Someone finally answered and I got the earliest appointment I could get.

Emmy: well that's done

Going into the bedroom Daveed is asleep and so are Luna and moose my 3 little boys. I laughed at the sight of them and then got in bed. I can't fall asleep and just lay there until I feel daveeds pull me closer to him in a hug. What if i cant have baby at all will daveed leave me because of that he said he'd always wanted a family as soon as possible but what if i couldn't make him happy, all i want to do is make him happy my whole life i wanted a family for my child to have a mom and dad. I guess it comes with the ever lasting sting of abandonment i felt knowing my mom gave me away, i was never mad at her but that sting was still there.

I let out silent sobs for a while and as I'm finally about to drift off I hear the soft voice of Daveed say ''I'll always love you even if you can't have a baby" and with that I'm pulled into my dream land.