One Styles

I guess it's love

Edward's Pov

It's 11 pm and Vanessa fell asleep while we were cuddling. She looked so precious to me. I play with her hair, she looks like an angel.

I love the smile that's always on her face even when she's asleep. I love when her nose crinkles when something smells funny. I love the way she dresses everyday. I love the cute little freckles she has on her nose. I love her chocolate brown eyes.

I just realized I'm falling in love with her. Every second we're together I seem to be falling harder for her.

I shot up off the bed. She didn't feel it since she was still sleeping. I started to breathe heavy.

I put my shirt back on and my shoes and zoomed downstairs. I ran to my car and zoomed off to my house. I parked it outside and stayed in the car. I started to breathe heavy again. I felt like I was going to have a heart attack. My heart rate is increasing and I'm shaking with nerve. "I-I don't love her." I sighed.

My head was shaking. 'You're a dumbass if you think you don't love her.' I thought to myself silently agreeing. 'God fucking damn it! You couldn't wait any longer you dumb Prick!' I spat at myself.

'No fucking way someone can fall in love that quickly.' I sighed and accidentally hit the horn of the steering wheel with my head. I got out of the car and walked inside. I heard laughter coming from the living room.

"Edward, where have you been son?" My Mum asked. There were about 15 older ladies all staring at me. "Vanessa's house" I replied with a stupid smile on my face.

"I'm going upstairs." I said walking up the stairs and into my room. 'Maybe a goodnight sleep will fix this bullshit.' I thought to myself taking off my shirt and pants.

*Morning*

I woke up and heard knocking on my bedroom door. I'm feeling the exact same as last night.

"Hey boo" Vanessa said popping her head through my bedroom door.

"Hey love" I said opening my arms up and she ran into them. "Lay with me" I said as I held her in my arms.

"No. You have to get up. It's already 8:20" she giggled into my neck.

She straddled my waist and kissed my neck. "Get up. We have to go to school." She got off me and stood at the corner of my bed.

"Actually babe, I think I'm gonna go have a smoke session with the boys. I'll go to school later." I said playing with her hands "Okay" she sighed getting up off the bed.

"Well I'm taking the boys to school. Bye Edward." She winked and kissed me passionately. Damn she turned me on real quick.

"Now you have to stay with me baby girl." I said pulling her ontop of me again and forcing my tongue into her mouth.

"Mmmm. Edward." she moaned quietly as I grabbed her ass.

"Mmm Edward. No, I have to go to school." She smirked. "Please, baby girl." I said looking at her with pleading eyes and leading her hand down my boxers. She gasped as her hand came in contact with my dick.

"You like that baby girl." I said looking at her. "Yes Edward, but I have to go to school. I'll come back later." She said kissing me and walking out of the room.

'Fuck. She left me with this and now I have to go jerk off and finish the job she should have started.' I thought to myself as I got up to go get some tissues and lotion.

******

"Dude, I think I love Vanessa" I say to Zayn and Louis as we sit in my room with smoke everywhere.

We hot boxed my room. They both laugh and I let out a chuckle myself, thinking about how crazy I am.

"Woah relax lover boy." Louis says taking another hit of the blunt.

"Yeah, you guys have only been dating for a couple months. Why the rush?" Zayn says.

"Well I don't know. I just feel like I am." I shrug as they pass me the blunt.

"Well haven't you ever been in love before?" Zayn asks. I shake my head No.

"Well are you going to tell her?" Lou asks.

"No! I don't want to make her feel pressured. She's going to think I'm rushing into things."

I say as the idea of her leaving me appears in my head. I shrug the idea off but it still frightens me.

"Well just say it at the right moment. When it feels right." Zayn says with Louis agreeing.

I never like admitting that I care about someone. I've never really had a good relationship with anyone.

I'm scared that if I start to love Vanessa, she'll reject me or worse, run back to Brad.

This is the longest relationship I've ever had and it's only been a couple months. Can I really be falling in love already?

We finish the blunt and grab a couple of weed brownies that we bought from Paul. We ate a couple each and drove to school.

We sprayed ourselves with calogne and put eye drops in to clear our eyes. We also put some shades on just in case. We made it just in time for lunch.

We walked in the school and I left the two boys and went to find Vanessa. I found her and sat next to her. She jumped a bit and smiled when she seen me.

"Hey love" I said to her and she frowned. "What's wrong?" I said. She ignored me and grabbed her bag and got out two pieces of gum and handed them to me.

"You really need this. You smell like weed." She said to me and chuckled. I laughed with her.

"Did you already eat." I asked her. She shakes her head. "Well I have the munchies so let's go eat." I said grabbing her hand and taking her out for some tacos.

I also grabbed a couple bags of chips and some soda. "You're really hungry aren't you?" Vanessa laughs. She only has two tacos on her plate and I have four.

"Well we smoked some good pot" I smiled at her and she returned it.

We both finished and left back to school with her friends. "So what are you two doing on Saturday?" Julisa points at us and smiles.

"I'm not doing anything? What about you babe?" I ask her and she says, "Don't have anything planned. Why what's up?" She asked Julisa.

"Just wanted to invite the coolest couple to my party on Saturday."

"You wanna go?" Vanessa asks. "Sure. If you do." I shrug. I'm actually really happy that she calls us the coolest couple.

I've never been the coolest anything. Not that I ever tried to be, but I'm happy she called us that and I can tell Vanessa is too.

She laces our fingers together and kisses my cheek. "You're the coolest." She whispers to me. I smile and say, "I am pretty cool aren't I?" And she starts to laugh and nods.

Yeah I definitely love her.