love at first sight?

Chapter 4-Touch

*hi! I think for every chapter I will write from 1,000-2,000 words if not, I'm sorry! Also, there will be a bit of swearing in this chapter! If you are allergic to extreme cuteness, be cautious for this chapter is very cute along with very gay lol enjoy~*

Beomgyu kept squirming around in his chair. 'Calm tf down Beomgyu. Why are you even nervous? It's not like I asked him out. He is beautiful though. Even with those scratches on his face and puffy eyes, he's still beautiful. Wait why am I thinking about this??? I barely know him.' Beomgyu was caught off guard by his thoughts and a puzzled look took over his face causing Taehyun to be confused. 'Whatever.' Beomgyu thought and refocused on Taehyun.

"You can start whenever you're ready, ok? Take your time and if you feel like crying or anything, please don't hesitate to let it all out. Don't feel embarrassed or pathetic for crying in front of me. This is all normal and you are safe with me. I'm not gonna do anything to you or say anything to cause you any pain. I'm a friend." Beomgyu was trying his hardest to comfort the blonde-haired boy as he knew he was in deep pain.

'A friend?' He thought letting out a cute smile and taking a deep breath; almost preparing himself for everything he's about to say. "Listen, this is a lot ok? If you want me to stop at any point for whatever reason, then feel free to ask." Taehyun explained. 

"It's ok, Taehyun. Just as long as you're comfortable talking about it. I'm right here though, ok? I'm not going anywhere so you don't have to worry about being alone." Beomgyu smiled at the beautiful eyed boy. 'Wow he's so comforting and gentle with me. Where was he all these years?' Taehyun couldn't answer Beomgyu; he was too busy thinking about him instead *wink wink* (i'm sorry y'all that wasn't meant to be sexual it was supposed to be sweet but idc:)) 

They stared at each other for a while and little did they know, both of them were completely in awe of each other's looks. They looked at each other like they were in love. (get the title now? *wink wink*) 

*Taehyun's point of view/thoughts*

'oh no, he's hot. Wtf what's with these thoughts? I'm straight... or am I....? Na, I'm just being weird I guess. I mean yeah he's beautiful, but there's no way that I'm attracted to him in any other way. Right..?' Taehyun's mind kept spinning. Why was he thinking so much of the pretty boy in front of him? Taehyun scans Beomgyu from head to toe. 

'He's so small but tall at the same time??? Oh my god and his hair. It looks so soft and shiny, I could just pet him and feel at ease. Ugh and his hair is even my favorite color. Wait have I been staring at him the whole time??' Taehyun was embarrassed for staring so much but didn't say anything about it. He quickly snapped out of it and looked down at his hands to ease the 'tension' that was in the air. His hands were sweaty(I wonder why;))

"Ew." Taehyun said under his breath as he wiped his sweaty hands on his hospital gown. Beomgyu heard him. "What was that?" He asked. Taehyun didn't answer. It was awkward for a couple seconds of pure silence. They both looked away from each other, feeling nervous and embarrassed. 

"Anyways, I think I'm ready to talk about it. Um, please keep this between us. I'm trusting you, Beomgyu. I don't normally trust strangers but I'm trusting my gut and my gut is telling me that you are trustworthy. I would like that to be true." Taehyun explained. He felt sorta bad for kinda initiating that he's not trustworthy. He decided not to worry about it. "Of course you can trust me, Taehyun. I'm not gonna say anything to anyone. Dont worry." 

"Well then, forgive me if I don't have answers to the questions you may or may not have. This is all new to me. Um, my so called parents left me with my aunt and uncle because they didn't want me, at least that's what I think, my aunt and uncle just passed away due to a fire that started at home, I have little to no money, I'm homeless, I have to meet with Social Services and meet the people that abandoned me and eventually live with them once they got legal custody of me, and on top of that I have to go back to school as soon as possible just to distract myself from this." Taehyun didn't realize that a few tears had fallen out of his eyes onto his cheeks. He couldn't look at Beomgyu. He was embarrassed that his parents left him and that he was homeless. 

Beomgyu started to cry. He couldn't believe that all of this happened to such a fragile boy in such a short period of time. He could barely get a few words out without getting interrupted by his tears. "No, please stop crying. I'm sorry. I should have told you bit by bit, not just pile all of it onto you." Taehyun dared to reach for Beomgyu and wipe his tears. He even patted his soft hair, trying to comfort the crying boy. 

"What are you doing?" Beomgyu says while he sniffles. "I'm supposed to be doing this to you, what gives?" Beomgyu was confused but loved the feeling of Taehyun patting his hair and his fingers felt like clouds on his cheeks. 'omg, he's touching me. What, how are his hands so soft?! Ah, this beautiful man sure knows how to soothe someone.' Beomgyu was consumed by his thoughts. Taehyun didn't answer Beomgyu. All he wanted was for Beomgyu to stop crying even though he was crying too. At that moment, Taehyun knew he was attached to him. He doesn't wipe away just anyone's tears.

Beomgyu closed his eyes, trying to savor every moment of this. He took deep breaths and told himself to calm down. Taehyun on the other hand, was still silently crying but he suddenly got a rush of happiness from touching Beomgyu-but really it was just Beomgyu's presence that made him happy- and stopped crying. 

Taehyun started smiling when he realized that Beomgyu liked what he was doing. For some reason, Taehyun found himself dumbfounded when he stayed staring at Beomgyu. His mouth slightly opened due to how in awe he was. 'Fuck, he's so precious and perfect.' Taehyun thought while stroking Beomgyu's hair. 

Beomgyu suddenly opened his eyes only to realize that Taehyun had been staring at him the whole time. His face went red and hot. Of course Taehyun felt this as he was still wiping Beomgyu's tears away while he stroked his hair with the other hand. They were so close to each other, they could feel each others hot breath. They didn't do anything but stare at each other. Beomgyu's heart was beating faster than ever.

'Don't think gay thoughts. Don't think gay thoughts. Don't think gay thoughts.' Beomgyu kept repeating in his head. 'Wait I am gay though... so what's the harm in having some nice thoughts...?' Meanwhile, Taehyun was hyperventilating due to how close he was to this angelic- like man. 'What is this weird sexual tension between us???' Taehyun thought while his heart almost jumped out of his chest. Taehyun smelled this nice scent. It was a sweet like scent but it also smelled like flowers at the same time? 'Maybe it's his shampoo...?' Taehyun gayly (is this even a word? idk but idc) thought. He wanted to get closer but he knew he couldn't. 

Beomgyu refrained(stopped himself) from getting closer to Taehyun. They both wanted to but they knew they shouldn't. Finally, Beomgyu snapped out of it. He leaned back into his chair, leaving Taehyun sad because he couldn't pat his soft hair anymore. Beomgyu couldn't do anything but look anywhere else that wasn't Taehyun. He was embarrassed unlike Taehyun. The blonde-haired boy kept staring at Beomgyu, not caring that it was weird. 

Beomgyu looked up. "Why are you staring at me?" He asked, face still red. 'Cause you're breathtaking, idiot.' Taehyun so desperately wanted to say that but instead said, "what, can I not stare at my beautiful friend?" Taehyun said in a flirtatious -more like seductive- tone. He ruffled Beomgyu's hair. Beomgyu didn't know what to say. 'Beautiful?' He thought. "I guess you can... you just caught me off guard." Beomgyu's words were barely audible. He was speaking in a low tone because of how flustered and embarrassed he was. He looked down at his hands.

"You're beautiful too." Beomgyu said under his breath but without realizing, Taehyun heard what he said. Beomgyu went a deeper shade of red while Taehyun turned pink. They were flustered and they didn't realize this but, they were starting to feel things that wasn't part of being friends but more than that. 

"Beomgyu..." Taehyun looked at Beomgyu but he couldn't seem to meet Taehyun's eyes. 'Man he really is shy huh? Ugh, he's so cute.' He finally looked up at Taehyun, looking nervous. "Yes?" Beomgyu said. 

Taehyun looked at Beomgyu, dead in the eye and said,

"Where have you been all my life, Choi Beomgyu?" 

*lol hi guys. This chapter, in my opinion, was cute as shit and a pretty good level of gay. What did you think of it? *yeets love at you**